.CHIHREN.

2010-04-16T06:09:00.002+08:00

Мне трудно передать словами

Те чувства что во мне живут

Как объяснить все ведь ночами

Заснуть раздумья не дают

Тебя я вспоминаю мама родная милая прости

За то что был всегда упрям я

Избрал тернистые пути

Прости родная за разлуку

За письма редкие мои

Я мысленно тебе целую руку

И губы сжатые твои

Я часто плачу вспоминая, как обижал порой тебя

Прости меня моя родная, в последний раз прости любя

Как много так не понимал я, как много мне ещё понять

Наверное любил я мало, коль все ж не смог любовь познать

Твою любовь, любовь без меры, твои надежды и мечты

Прости за дерзкие манеры, из за чего грустила ты

Теперь о жизни больше знаю, я многое сумел понять

Твою заботу вспоминаю, и так хочу тебя обня-аааааа-ть.

If you should understand, its in russian. Haha, not gonna explain the meaning either.

Hi all :D Its been long, and it will be longer the nxt time hahaha. Random. :O

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2010-01-08T02:14:00.002+08:00

Haha, its the 8th day into the year of 2010!
should be glad that its a new year and everythings behind us already. or is it ? has it?
depends on you lah.
school just reopened and i already missed 2 days out of the first week. woah, smack shit man. but anyway...
today had a big shit from my parents ,
so as usual i had nothing to do and so i decide to write something out of nothing lah.
First, HSA's letter finally came ,
they knew i went back to square one and i could somehow feel their hearts cracked lah i know. To add on to that , they saw my and im halfway a body out of the house already.
should i be thinking which friend's house i should move to soon? jialat.
Life the same, everyday seems the same you know.
squeeze your life out on public transport during peak hours?
Couldn't concentrate a shit of what the lecturer is talking about.
Eating the same fucking food.
its either always outside late or ton, then is glued to the comp at home. haha.
i hope i was back in secondary:D
which will never happen. if i were , no, even if everyone were given that chance to go back again. im sure they will want to change, to make things right.
but be contended, im kinda lovin' this shit im in right now.
Although its loads of trouble , but hey!
at least there is something to worry or think about.
Occupy me with something man. :D
but then again i wished i was back, to be given a second chance at studies,
a chance to know my parents better before that incident happened O.O
to be a better person and a chance to go after her again.
im sure she will never even want to click to my blog anyway so im not worried bout her coming over this post.
3 years , pasted. i've to pick myself up again to face her.
don't be a jackass who could'nt even speak a single word or tongue tied whenever seeing her. people change, im not sure whether to let go from now on...
probably she got someone she like already,
maybe theres so many better guys after her ,
im outta the league. T.T haha.
move on? douchebag .....
the earth's navigating faster than we think .

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2009-12-31T02:03:00.004+08:00

Hello.
Share with your something that i saw from a friend. that is if you understand! (:

说了又不听，
听了又不懂，
懂了又不做，
做了又做错，
错了又不认，
认了又不改，
改了又不服，
服了也不说。

UNDERSTAND? (:

Last post of the year le,
not many of my resolutions has happened,
but maybe next year will be better.
Should be lah , hor ? lols.
Sian ah .... siiiiibeh sian ah.

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2009-12-23T01:45:00.003+08:00

HELLO!
Okay , a lot of events recently ,
couldn't remember them all, but lets start from last friday.
It was my last day of common test before the holidays.
So after the test, our class stayed back for Christmas Gift Xchange.
we did it in advance,
cause some of us will not be able to make it for the Xmas outing as expected , people like me.
I also went the Compassvale Secondary 10th Year anniversary later that day.
It was quite okay, went back to school with juniors.
Wait for them pack and then a few of us went the plaza mac for the supper,
but later like the whole band also came already.
After supper , i went home bath and then came out slack with robin and munir only,
cause everyone else was asleep or tired so only left the pathetic 3 of us.
We slacked and slacked until someone say go jalan kayu eat prata so we cabbed down.
Ate , walked back to sengkang ,
me and robin vomitted.
Felt a bit uncomfortable so reached home 7am+ bath hit the sack.
Muahahaha.
Saturday nvr went out work up late in the afternoon whole day stayed at home.
Then on the 20th , sunday went down little india with friends.
Just before heading home,
junjie jio me go the band chalet,
say got who got who until like very fun so i went down alone.
in the end he nvr come fetch me. he watching movie. lOls.
then tonned overnight until next day 11am going 12 then we bused home,
bath pack bag then come out again.
Met junjie again , i go polyclinic see docter take mc.
Then we head back down to chalet again.
We went find joshua they all upstairs first,
gamble gamble then go start bbq fire,
tio pangseh halfway only me one guy outside lols.
play play with food then go watch movie at 9 ,
boring until i slept almost the whole thing,
i couldn't even remember the name already the frog and the princess thing.
okay, after movie went back chalet ,
then all prepare go night cycling.
Okay lah thats considered the nicest and tiring part of the whole thing.
They rent 9 doubles & 3 singles. so i extra one person come out.
WeiJun see me ke lian pei me walk so all cycle on. 1/4 only the 3 single bikes,
uhh , brenda , esther , xiaohui wait at the bustop coz rain getting heavier,
they plan me n weijun take 1 bike each then the girls sit infront the bar, haha.
then ride till xiaohui say leg pain bueh tahan then she sit double with a junior,
i forgot that guys name.
left esther solo,
so me and weijun take turn cycle her all the way until near changi beach then back again.
they never reach until the beach coz they say saw weird weird things so all U - turn.
i still rmb me and esther still going up the slope only,
they one whole bunch already chiong down already like got thing chasing them liddat.
cycle whole night,
then say want see sunrise in the end face the wrong direction, haha.
go back chalet, morning 6+ going 7 bath,
all slept a bit, i until 10am liddat cannot wake up sia,
they keep pushing me then i woke up,
go kopitiam eat breakfast/lunch , then take 89 home.
i sleep allllll the way until 10pm , now i very energised cannot sleep.
anyone care to chat with me? lOls.
okay basically thats a whole lot of things i type already,
aiyah nvm lah anyway very long never post one time post long long lah.
some pictures were taken, all not with me so i dunno how,
maybe see from facebook?
okay bye.

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2009-11-30T04:26:00.003+08:00

Black , Blacker , Blackest ,
White , Whiter , Whitest.
Your last presence was less than a month ago,
Your last message was 22words long,
Our last conversation lasted for 5 seconds,
My last reply was a word long,
A message that left me broken-hearted was 2pages long.
I could still remember it ...
I liked you... i still do.
I'm still waiting for you,
even if you didn't know it.
4years and still is.
Hope you noticed ...
Though i might've nvr appear in your mind.
You may find it dumb,
or stupid ,
but im still waiting ,
only that i've got no balls to say it.
C'mon man ,
doesn't mean anything ,
just hope you knew.
friend friend eh. :D

你会不会忽然的出现
在街角的咖啡店
我会带着笑脸回首寒暄
和你坐着聊聊天
我多么想和你见一面
看看你最近改变
不再去说从前只是寒暄
对你说一句只是说一句
好久不见

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2009-11-11T22:07:00.001+08:00

What comes first ?
tomorrow or future ... :/

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2009-10-13T02:34:00.002+08:00

Less than a week left of my holidays !!!
Should be relaxing le. but things got bad at my workplace,
Michael Lei/ Transferred to Al Dante Pronto.
Princhette/ HollandV outlet.
Jean/ 3days HS, 3days Pronto. WTF?
Two more new fulltimers transferred over to us , Mervyn & Yati.
So had to work extra lot for this last week.
working 6days including sunday and 4days double shifts i think.
11 to 11. on one day its 11 to 2am.
Wooohooos. so total i think around 50hours. thats more than a normal office working adult le. :P who cares ,
when the pay comes in jiu happy lor.
Anyway , was shock to find myself weighing 4kg lesser than b4.
Target for holiday was suppose to like gain 4kg more ye ?
coupled with the wierdo sleeping & eating times.
( 1 meal a day sleeps at 6am in the morning. wake up in the evening) .
i look like a pile of bones now.
Manager keep saying i weaker than before liao. Die die die.
Actually i felt so too.
I got tired easier than before.
Whatever shit leh.
So this week no time to go out play.
Sadded. Holiday longer leh. haha.
Having headache now.
Also dunno what i writing. ==
Post getting shorter and shorter too. =D

Anyway a video for your! ===>
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FoZmtoV-ubo
Watch a thousand times and you will find it very bad, but still laugh!

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2009-10-06T02:15:00.004+08:00

Schools starting soon. Nothing much happened recently.
Went to eat Hot Stones wif ah hao last friday. i woke up late , so reach there late also , have to joke with chef tian then he prepare for us. haha. He cut a lot of meat for us sia. very delicious and full. After that go buy ice cream eat. Later Hao went off find Nicholas they all , i stayed back for work. End work late like 4:00 am in the morning then close shop, coz boss forgot we close at 2am and continue taking in customer. dum fuck. lOls. i went home bath change went out again , punggol park. blahblahblah. went home sleep , overslept , missed alumni band practice , dunno when will be the next practice already man. haha. Drank every night sia , not that i got drunk but i think its bad for health haha. bo bian. ying chou mah, abo like very sao xin. went 2 diff pubs in boat quay in 4 days lOls. explore explore. aiyah nothing much to write already. Hope holidays forever . haha. It rained just now ... fuck. hate rain. now 4am plus in the morning le. not sleeping yet , continue watch my SamuraiX muahaha.
One night stand ? :(

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2009-09-27T02:51:00.005+08:00

Video: What is that ? Greek Production.
This a Greek short film made in 2007 is about a Father and his son are sitting on a bench. Suddenly a sparrow lands across them.
-Enjoy Heres the link if it buffers too slow. ><
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mNK6h1dfy2o
I'm kinda worried already coz it happened to me again == ,
same symptoms haha. i think i need go hospital check up liao ,
that last time doctor asked me to go i gave it a pass. :p
My belated birthday celebration was over long time ago ,
just to thanks all of em again!(:
it was a fun day out.
Chijmes for dinner and drinking.
i treat em for drinks , beer , cocktails , liqour and stuffs, around 200. haha.
Work was okay so far ,
affected my bio-clock alot.
im sleeping from morning around 5am to afternoon 3pm.
abo if work morning shift - 11:30am will totally nvr sleep at all,
sum up like 30+hours dun need sleep de lor.
Off for work and back home pass midnight.
Day was night , and night was day.
Ytd worked until 3am , cause of F1 so we opened until a later time.
Manager says that there might be late crowd... very tired.
Lost 3kg i think , and my face has shrunk even thinner.
looked older & weaker le.
all these while i only had 1 meal per day.
its when i woke up in the afternoon.
that was my lunch and thats all i had for the day.
Don't really feel hungry tho :x
kind of weird but i think that its not good for my health.
also realise that i drink alcohol more often le lor...
work sure will de, then plus outisde. ><
No wonder fortune-teller says i die young ,
nvr pass my 20th birthday.... sadded.
touch wood lah.
haha.
haha.

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2009-09-17T02:11:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday To ChihRen(:
Tuesday , 15th September was my birthday.
I worked on that day , lOls. ==
Thanks to all those people out there for their wishes!(: Appreciated.
Tuesday , was quite a boring day,
cause i slept like 5am in the morning
and woke up in the afternoon like 3pm jiu went for work le.
Work dao 11pm fang gong,
was given a surprise coz the chefs prepared choco brownie for me as my birthday cake.
they switched off the resaturant lights just for the surprise. i chua sai. ><
then Joyce made lychee martini for me.
and got quite a lot of things to eat in the kitchen ><
took one heineken before i left.
Arthur , Donavan , Xinyu & Michelle also gave me surprise.
they waited until i fang gong you know.
blahblahblah. trained home.
Bath le Oovoo again. chat chat chat.
until quite late then all go sleep i continue watch anime.
until around 3am liddat my heart got a very pain feeling.
my whole chest felt cramped up ,
my back as well. then had difficulty breathing...
till a point that i fainted.
Fuck sia! so serious man ,
me myself thought i was like those young guys in the news that die halfway when jogging or playing comp sia. was unconscious until 5am+.
woke up suddenly then whole body sweating and felt very cold.
touch my forehead got fever.
then i faster go eat panadol.
quickly climbed back to sleep,
tried very hard but my heart still very pain.
Kept tossing and turning on my bed. then i message arthur lOls.
forgot what i wrote, but nvm.
tahann until morning 8:30 clinic just open jiu rush in liao.
didn't tell my family coz scared worry em.
doctor dunno check here check there. gimme some pills call me go home eat and rest.
better go hospital for checkup also just in case.
went home.
ate pills.
sleep.
you know what?
those shit that they gave me was just fucking pain killers.
in different packaging and name? wtf?
woke up a lil late ,
rushed for work again.
didn't even bother go check body or what.
but i scared sia , how?
got any link wif the problem with my left hand anot ah?
always shake uncontrollably.
missed out a lot of events coz couldn't remember ,
pictures also lazy put
haha. anyway thats all,
thanks again!
Bye.

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2009-09-12T01:58:00.004+08:00

HELLO(:

Holidays had started and so many things happened and took place recently.

This week ,

i finally bought my Tottenham 08-09 season soccer jersey.

$113 dollars. ><

Worth the money cause i spent it on something that i like.

its no longer in production le. 09-10 season's jersey is ugly. haha.

Just a normal sport jersey with some printings on it

and they can claim it a soccer jersey,
but nevermind.

Next, we had a few more tonning sessions ,

then ytd night 10pm Michelle jio us go ChompChomp eat supper.

with her father , mitchell , arthur , munir , donavan and me. haha.

Long time never go there liao.

Still as crowded as ever. after eating ,

her father drove us to Hougang Plaza play pool.

& a bit of cyber cafe-ing.

then jiu go Mitchell house tonn again liao.

Slept at around 6am++ in the morning.

Woke up late in the afternoon ,

to know that im late for work already.

But still we went compass de Ajisen to eat our Br-unch.
then they walked me home ? haha.
to prepare and go for work.

Work was okay, quite busy.

Its long since i went for work so kind of forgot some things here and there.

& ya ... its tiring.

to start work all of a sudden after such a long break.

Eh also take a chance to wish a

Belated Birthdays to Johnathan ,

Donavan & Robin. On 10th and 11th , 11th. Respectively. haha.

So many people birthday on this month ><

Uhh ... photos are only when playing pool.

waiting for others to send me other photo. ==

Ok , bye.

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2009-09-08T06:12:00.002+08:00

保護色

想對你說的
讓他先說了?
從此只能猜測?
你流淚是因為
快樂想要給你的
他先給你了?
從此只能負荷?
寂寞和愛本來能分割
祝福你是我的保護色?
專心扮演朋友的角色?
在你們擁抱的那一刻?
我心一分為二
欺騙你是我的保護色?
甘心做個愛情的弱者?
真愛不死就能逃得遠遠的?
等待是我職責
路越走越曲折不能回頭了?
能傷害我的都是我愛的?
還保護什麼還保護什麼
祝福你是我的保護色?
專心扮演朋友的角色?
在你們擁抱的那一刻?
我心一分為二
欺騙你是我的保護色?
甘心做個愛情的弱者?
真愛不死就能逃得遠遠的?
等待是我職責愛你是點的
Credits : A-Thur.

PS: Two freaking years past & I'm still waiting...
have you ever noticed my excistence...
Im still me , never changed.
Maybe . i just don't have the courage.

Eh CB!
im not trying to say something orh!
Just saying what Im feeling. =(

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2009-08-31T01:14:00.003+08:00

Happy B-Lated 21st Birthday To Xinyu!(:

On Saturday , i went for Xinyu's birthday celebration at aloha loyang resort bungalow 5,
at first cannot find lor lols. ><
It started on friday ,
but i didnt went there so early.
i second day then go :x
We reached there and already it was quite crowded le.
Everyone was eating and chatting and stuff like that.
Straight after eating ,
they started camwhoring already.
whole plaace was being 'flashed' .... too bright le.
i nearly didn't make it out alive there man. ==
especially when the surrounding at the backyard was already very dark and very little lightings. Played a lot of games, forfeits as well ,
Munir was forced to kiss Mr. Er & Mr. Neo then we take photo. haha.
you must see the reactions on their faces man! ><
my forfeit was Donavan having to bite my nipple for 5 second sia!
i thought that it was just joke leh. he bit and pulled ... ouch. 5 holy seconds.
heard that on the first day got ppl de nipple pinch until bleed? >< haha.
they mahjong, poker, UNO , chat and eat all the way through the night no sleep lor,
although quite a lot of people left ,
but a handful of us were still around lah. got 4 bedrooms ,
so we keep hoping here and there haha.
Was supposed to sleep at 6:30am.
but couldn't cause jessica took one whole portion of the bed , lOls!
me don and arthur was squeezing away.
We tried to disturb her sleep but she was too tired to even hear us screaming & kicking her. ? O.O
we made noise all the way until 9:30am she also nvr move a bit sia. power.
even those sleeping next door could hear us loud and clear.
Woke up le then help xinyu pack the whole place up before we hailed cab at 10:30am cause its raining like shit.
thats all lah.
most importantly enjoyed outselves(:
write a lot liao.
pictures are uploaded! not all tho.
all in facebook , mr.neo de album 75pics.

see urself lah. lols.
i anyhow put one. (:
all photos not taken by me! lols ><

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2009-08-23T02:03:00.017+08:00

Long since i posted!

Didn't felt like posting and exams are near. (:

Sorry ,

if people couldn't access to my blog lately,

cause dumb me hand itchy go try put blog to private ,

and coz blogger got problem cannot change back to all-view until today. ==

All i could say is sorry. haha.

To end ,

nothing much ,

just some random photos taken long ago,

quite a few ,

and lots more ,

didn't know which one to put so just chunk some in at least got put ^^ .

people force me to put one. uhhh?

Photos taken by : Myself and ELLICETEO ( Requested )

Also not forgetting! TOTTENHAM HOTSPURS' doing good for a start for the season ,

unlike last year first 8 games all lose. ^^

fucking happy.

In a world full of Uniteds, Citys and Rovers, there is only One Hotspur.

Tottenham Hotspurs (:

We Spurs You On! (:

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2009-07-20T01:41:00.002+08:00

MAD. i almost slept for 24hours today! WTF.
Okay start from yesterday, staurday mah , i worked as usual , until 12midnight .
Our restaurant everybody was invited for supper at Geylang de Seafood Restaurant ,
No Signboard. was the name.
Interesting hor. haha. No Signboard also can be considered a name.
While we were waiting for xierong to finish washing the floor and stuffs,
Michael gave each of us a bottle of Heineken. blah blah blah, waiting like hell long.
Me and Lex were talking talking then finish liao.
michael saw us finish then stuff another bottle for us lOls.
After awhile , XieRong finish liao , then we cab down to No Signboard.
Michael Lei Hujie Nicholas they all there already.
all the full timers and some ex-colleuges were there too like a get together lor (:
The only part timers was me and nicholas. JianHao was last minute sick and couldn't join us ):
The food was damn nice .
Ordered one round after another like free liddat. haha.
Ate until bloated.... bla bla bla. then eat dessert , drink a bit more .
Then took cab home with nicholas and chef loong.
Reached home jiu sleep liao.
All the way man.
Wope up only at 1am in the night, its MONDAY MORNING. !!
wtf means i slept for the whole sunday nvr eat breakfast lunch and dinner. ==
I still thought was sunday sia . x.x
And theres maths test later on in school. im so fuckking dead. . . . . . . .
no mood study now also, so late liao.
i will go back to sleep again i think . hahaha!
sleep until like pig liddat
Umm okay lah ,
goodnight.

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2009-07-12T06:03:00.005+08:00

Morning!

6:05AM in the morning.

Came back from morning jog.

Haven sleep yet wor. So late/early le.

Tell you , jog in the morning dam shiok sia , the breeze is like ~ whooosh , air-conditioner!

I took of my shirt while i jog and tied it around my head .

Just like a bandana. ><

Eh dun think i flasher heh ,

a lot of other male joggers i saw every morning also take off shirt one neh.

Now i know why le ,

not to show off muscle but to enjoy the breeze mah.

Though i got no muscle , only beer belly :x heh heh heh.

Trying hard to shake it off now anyway.
Ohh , yesterday worked until 12am .

I helped chefs to prepare tiramisu sia!

wait i also got upload the picture...

paiseh lah i know my camera pixel not very good.

But not bad right ?

Tiramisu on a mango sorbet glass ?

Innovative mah , see the smile on the customer's face i also half high already. HAHAHA!

ohh and dun mind the dish washer in the picture lah huh ? haaha.

Eh heh , now starting to get warm liao ,

going take a cold shower and sleep le.

Goodnight/Morning!

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2009-07-11T02:53:00.003+08:00

Song By KIYOSHI RYUJIN - SEND
Hope your enjoyed it hor.
A bit sad song.
But if you listen to it more its quite comfortable de.
Finished watching a 10 episode Japanese drama le.
called Hotaru no Hikari (Glow of Fireflies) by Haruka Ayase! woohooos. lOls.
fell in love with her after watching Cyborg Girlfriend the movie.
Nothing much to do at home also.
Today was the last day of common test for our first semester.
Natural instincts tells us that we should celebrate and jump for joy,
when we stepped out of our exam venue ,
because it usually marks the end of study term and holidays are coming.
Not in our case ,
all we could do is pray that not much work will pop out when school REOPENS next week. haha. Too tired cause stayed up whole night for studying from 9pm to next morning 6am before going for test, for continual of 4days this weeks.
So today went home and was down with headache and fever. bless...
how can ChihRen fall sick sia. right ?
You got see before meh ?
What! haha. Seldom. Rarely :x
SO SORRY FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO WORK TODAY MAN!
i know its friday and probably its fucking busy. ><
Sincere apologies.
Broke two glasses yesterday night cause couldn't hold glass properly again.. haha.
planning to change anyway. plastic ones. hohoho. x.x
After sticking the cold cold thing on my forehead , slept all the way from 1pm till 10pm at night. No panadol.
i don't believe in medication.
Rely on ur own body's rate of recovery. Must be strong.
Woke up to eat dinner ,
sat down,
drank orange zhuuut and watch my mom surfing the net for new clothes,
they called in online shopping huh? ><
how i wish i had the courage to say out sia....
3:11am ,
time to sleep,
soon.
Goodnight!

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2009-07-07T04:09:00.004+08:00

Number 111 post le! >< haha(:
This blog had been with me for quite some time already uh? :x
Haha. Today morning had my first ever Poly common test.
It was engineering mathematics ,
i didn't do very well because ,
i was very tired and i couldn't concentrate at all man.
Slept the previous night at 5am in the morning,
was supposed to wake up again at 6am to prepare for school ==.
So only 1 hour of sleep.
What did i do ?
I did my eLearning homeworks studied for maths lor.
BunchaBuncha of them man :x ....
can't possibly study and do and the same time mah , so many things and so little time.
But anyway , its all over now , next coming up is EG1211 on Wednesday , haha.
Was so happy today cause i finally bought my Samsung Omnia cell phone.
Already wanted to buy this phone since the first IT fair that was held like probably around march or april ?
Beginning of the year if im not wrong ...
If not for my stupid laptop i won't have to wait so long to get it de lor.
Had to pay full 1.3k for my laptop from my own pocket ! RAWR! ><
So had to work hard hard and save again for my Omnia... heh heh heh.
Good stuffs are always worth the wait mah ? right.? ^^
Plus , today i watched a japanese romance/comedy show ,
was quite some time back already but i find it very nice though ,
its called Cyborg Girl or Cyborg Girlfriend , many versions of the name. haha.
Nice lahhhh ... A bit confusing only , but if you catch the what the movie is trying to convey , then ....
GOOD FOR YOU !(: hahaha. Bless ....~
Now is 4:18am in the morning le, i still havent sleep yet .
Couldn't get to sleep mahhh cannot blame .
Had been thinking of someone lately you know ...
wonder how she fweels about me ,
scully no feeling ... haha.
Most probably. xp
But its okay ... it usually ends up this way.
Single way ...
I dare to write out because i know that people seldom reads my blog ...
and its my blog anyway , i can write anything i want.
Even if its rubbish . Right ?
Admiring someone doesn't mean that must be together mah ,
just wishes the best for that person lor.
Like they always say ,
只要是你的, 最终将会是你的嘛...
是要看缘分的... hor ?
aiyoyos ...
心好烦烦烦烦 ohhh ><>
Isomnia ...

one

Simple crush.

Sian 1/2

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2009-07-02T03:19:00.002+08:00

YOSHYOSHi! Heh Heh Heh
Today as usual woke up at 7am in the morning ,
ate breakfast ,
waited until 8am sharp to log in into my HeuCampus and CMS ,
to find that everyone was still asleep or whatever ...
So , i presumed that there was no lesson today.
Guess what ? i signed out everything and went back to sleep.
Woke up damn late in the afternoon , couldn't remember the time already.
Checked my Email , stunned to find that there was a lesson from 9am - 11am earlier on.
Wtf == haha.
Never study dao lor for the whole holiday.
5days but only 3 days were productive ones whereby i really sit down at my desk alone and quiet then i do revision and practice.
However , sad to say i practice those i more confident one sia.
HAHAHAHA totally left out my weaker modules , GG.
Nothing much today also ...
After i ate my dinner , went down to compass top up my consession card $50 + $10 extra. Payroll out le , only $300 only sia.
Worked very little nowadays le. only fridays and saturdays.
Dunno how im gonna survive man ,
my parents also stop giving my allowance since i stopped working and i always used to get like $800+ last time.
Now different case le wor. T.T
Im a poor poor man. kekeke.
Met ellice and her friends later at plaza , passed her notes to highlight...
Saw alvin , wilson they all studying there also. haha long time no see, first time saw me jiu shoot me. ni xiao xing yi dian. hahaha.
after that 10pm liddat jiu went home lo.
AHAHAHAHA ,
Something funny happened to me also ,
after i went home , bathed , boys mah like to just wear boxer liddat at home only.
So i went out to water my plants , sometimes i do that if i find that the soil is a bit dry. ( even tho sometimes for the fun of it )
After a while i found out that i forgot to bring out my keys and handphone.
So i was left stranded outside my house ,
wearing boxer for like almost 20mins ,
until my grandpa woke up and unlock the door for me.
Just hope that ppl nvr take my photo and post on STOMP! sia. ==
Haha , thats all lah , goodnight guys! Tml waking up 7am again wor ...
wish me good luck!
Won't one day suddenly collapse ahh. hahaha.
So many things , so little time left.!
So tired ...
Ruuuooooooooaaaawwr!!!! (:

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2009-07-01T03:21:00.002+08:00

ChihRen is rushing his homework now! ><
Well done , boy. Doing great eh ^^ ...
E-learning was worse than i have expected wor, more work lor.
ahahas.
Tomorrow morning waking up at 7am again.
So now left 3hours 45mins of sleep le.
I've stopped doing my work cause i can't write properly again le ... sian 1/2.
Didn't sleep well these few days , my face has grown more skinner le.
now i look like?
bamboo ... ahahaha.
Eyes like panda.
and eye bags like pockets.
O.x kekeke.
BORING....
ENTERTAIN ENTERTAIN ME PLEASE.
Roouuuuraaaaaawr!!!!!!
Umm thats all lah.
Goodnight people.
Will be sleeping in around 15mins time bah (:
喜欢的不是你而是她。。。

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2009-06-27T02:23:00.003+08:00

TODAY WORKED FULL SHIFT!!!
all the way from morning 11am until 12am midnight! hahas ><
Had been searching on the net for
- Hands Tremor Symptoms all the time ...
and found these medical explanation for my weirdweird left hand haha. ><
At first i was totally freaked out when i saw the introduction on tremors.
Clearly states that Tremor is the involuntary trembling or shaking of the body.
Often it affects the fingers or hands.
The most well-known disease causing tremor is >< Parkinson's Disease!!! ><, NB! chua sai ==. but then it is definitely not the only possibility.
1 our of the 33 other possibilities i found the most realistic one should be my alcohol withdrawal bahh.

是这样说的 : '' Symptoms experienced by individuals who have suddenly stopped drinking alcohol after a long history of excessive consumption. The symptoms range from mild (nervousness, fatigue) to severe (hallucinations, convulsions, fever). The higher the consumption of alcohol, the more likely the individual is to suffer from withdrawal symptoms. ''

After this lesson , felt a bit at ease le.
but still very troubled by this always shaking hand.
sighs . . .
hahaha!
So see! Drinking is bad!
As well as smoking too!
Equally!
So ppl whom are starting to try now ?
SSTOPUH!
Haiis ...
couldn't find anything else better to blog le.
So think of these kind of lame thing to write mah. (:
not bad right sooo got ink liao sia. ^^
hehe.
Okay lah tired liao.
will blog another time.
Goodnights! (:

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2009-06-26T00:26:00.004+08:00

Good Evening everyone!!!!
(:
today is Friday le.
in just a few hours time i have to wake up for morning jog at 5am.
anyone want accompany me!
I everytime jog myself very de sian one you know? ><
Tomorrow working split shift also. so will awake all the way.
breakfast huh, anyone?
until i start work at 11:30am till 1am at night liao wor. sian.
These few days keep tonning.
My energy starting to exhaust liao.
My left hand start shaking more often le... == nb.
dunno want to see doctor anot. haha.
those drama always hand shaking got bad things one.
''touch wood'' :/
one good thing is that my right ankle getting better le.
got do ankle rotation exercise everyday de okay! doctor say need de :p
See lah always anyhow,
my mom keep saying things like : '' boy ah, you dun liddat can anot, your age 17 only already got a body that is like a guy in his late 20s''.
But you see har, life is liddat de mah.
you got how much time now might as well just live with it.
enjoy life to e fullest. Got so many in life for you to experience , try , explore , achieve.
DUI MAH?
Even a totally healthy person can pass away in a instant.
A criminal or a serial killer or badbad people can get away without any punishment and live till he die...
Seriously lah , nothing is fair in life.
DUI MAH? :D
EHHHHHH SIAN SIA NOTHING TO DO NOW!!!! SOMEONE JUST ENTERTAIN ME? ><
haha.

惨了惨了你让我越来越无法自拔... how neh. T_T

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2009-06-24T01:15:00.002+08:00

Yosh! Back from work. Heh Heh Heh. 4th day without a drop of alcohol liao neh. (: not bad not bad.
Nothing much today.
Woke up around 2pm in the afternoon.
Use a bit of computer, ate lunch, bath and then went for work loe.
Saw another new part timer today.
Recently so many new part timers ah? ~ like 4 already.
First got Jason and J , the two "J"s thats how i called them.
They were from china, half studying and half working, like me.
Then another 2 came. both malay girls. i called one of them sha and the other one nana.
Cause their name are like really hard to remember so nvm.
they are fine with it anyway. Its okay~~~~.
Be collar boy today again, like almost everyday liao.
since those seniors all go army le. 5 at one shot ==
haha.
Closing that time J slam the door then kiap-ed my finger sia. == now swollen. fuck-tard? .____.
dunno stupid or dumb lah let him choose one.
i already there closing the door liao then he want help me for what huh ?
act one fit close so hard. hahaha.
Chef cooked dinner for us again tonight. like feast sia all cannot finish ==
Now sitting alone in the living room writing my blogspot. cool eh?
i wearing long sleeve plus jacket + a beanie.
boxer and socks?? haha.
very cold sia. dunno why.
no leh i bath cold wahhhtaaahh you know. == hehehe.
Any sad movie intro me watch ?
haha. very long nvr cry liao. ><
okay lah.
see you guys again.
Buhbye.
A lot of craps today i know.

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2009-06-21T03:00:00.004+08:00

ChihRen is quitting drinking!(: stoppuhh.

Today was out whole day working. Hais , very tired man. Today be collar boy again. Business was like f-ing good. Never even had a chance to eat or drink. haha. End work at 12am today and cabbed home. Now blogging liao. Anyway, you know hor recently then i was introduced to this guy called Vitas. So cool man i think his by far the guy who can sing the highest pitch a man can sing lor. He sing that time like nothing sia , he never strain his voice or specially "gek" out the sound. Dont believe hor go click this link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Se1FFJjrsrw and watch lah! haha. i know most of you heard of him already. But to those who still doesn't , taadaaaah , his the man ~yo ~yo ~yo ~yo. Watch the whole thing hor, eh! STUPID! NOOB! dont skip. hahaha. ^^

暗恋 - 张智成

四目交接的时候不要停留太久

适可而止的问候关心不能太过

好奇也别去探索妒嫉只能深锁

如果忍不住寂寞也不能对你说

啊好朋友啊我的好朋友

不小心的沉默不想让你太难过

我们就站在落地窗的两边

就算触碰也有了界限

如果跨越过彼此那道边界

是靠近还是更遥远

相信我们走到另一个境界

搭肩高唱友谊万万岁

要是我爱你变成了语言

什么会多一些什么会少一些

就让别人去猜测我们清白的很

就让自己去承受那种清白的闷

就算我只是朋友能不能有要求

如果会发生什么也是我想太多

啊好朋友就只是好朋友

不小心说出口微笑中藏着难过

我们就站在落地窗的两边

就算触碰也有了界限

如果跨越过彼此那道边界

是靠近还是更遥远

你会不会也曾闪过这感觉

一念之间就要差一点

要是我爱你变成了利剑

什么会被消灭什么才会复原

那是我的底线继续将你暗恋

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2009-06-20T01:16:00.004+08:00

Hello! Guess whose back ,
Nothing much this week neh...
Work wise , only working for one day when its holiday and i can commit quite a lot of days. == not fair.
Spent the whole late morning till evening study. Productive one.
At least i clarify a lot of doubts liao.
Wednesday went out for dinner with Mitchell , Arthur they all.
Thursday was class outing . Went KBox again with Me , Derek , Elisa , Guo Xiong , Siew Keng , Yvonne and her friend.
Session start at 2pm i left at 5pm.
Rushed back to Sengkang meet Deepkesh & Mitchell. Then Arthur joined later. Slack Slack Slack ...
Went watch movie and plaza sing gv.
Watch the the the . Drag Me To Hell . Eh quite nice but not very scary.
And a bit stupid lOls! sad to say.
After movie came back sengkang.
Ate then tonn-ed until morning 6am liddat.
Slept until friday afternoon 4:30pm liddat.
Bath le jiu went down ParkGreen Condo there swim with them again.
Swim swim swim dao 7:30pm come out eat dinner again.
Then went to find ellice , huiyu, her bf and many many more. dunno them ==
slack until 12midnight jiu go home liao.
Now blogging.
Aiya... also nothing to write one sian sia.
Okay lah thats all. Wont be blogging for the time being.
Must wait... (:
muahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!

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2009-06-07T02:42:00.006+08:00

Ohman...

Early in the morning jiu recieved very bad news le...

Thought that it was a prank at first, later to find out that its the truth,

ji tao cannot take it sia...

Couldn't believe that friday's last lesson was the last time i will be seeing him.

Still joked and laughed together as a class. Cheerful , happy-go-lucky....

T_T he next day jiu ...

First thing i went home from work today i went to read the newspaper, check website , ask from friend.

Praying and hopefully its not true.

Fuck-tard lah .... two years ago my childhood friend , now this...

Going to sleep early liao.

Tomorrow afternoon going down with classmates to send our last regards and blessings.

sian... so young.

Rest In Peace. 06.06.09

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2009-06-06T01:07:00.002+08:00

6th June le! Saturday le! Came back from work le! Got my Charger le! Dun need scared no battery for laptop le! YEASH! SONG BO...

Found out that my battery charger wasnt working already so went down to HP service centre to exchange a new one one wednesday.

Laojie , jiayi and ellice were good enough to pei me go down wor.

After filling all those documents jiu went for dinner.

At PizzaHut, bought the 1 for 1 deal thing , 2 13'' pizzas.

fucking big.

that idiot waiter say enough for 4 - 5 person but nvr say that 1 pizza is enough for 4 - 5. ==

cant even finish. nvm paid like $70.

Bused home instead of train home, so hell long. ==

reached home at around 12am midnight wor.

Today work until 11pm only, miracle.

Tomorrow will be 5pm to 1am . hehes. heng no 11am - 1am. ><

Next week lots of tests coming liao wor.

i dunno how lah.

still need hand in project le.

only left sunday to do.

Hais... think about that tomorrow bah.

Everything will be okay the next day de mah!(:

tmd tmd tmd!

Broke sia.

why lost wallet ...

haha.

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2009-05-31T20:51:00.002+08:00

FUUUU-HK!!!! OMFG!!!!!!! A very bad thing happened to ChihRen ><
I lost my wallet yesterday. Together with everything including my pay for the month! Wah lau wehhhs... Im officially broke for the month and living on my savings. Argh. sian 1/2.
How did i lost it ? After i alight from the cab the wallet might have dropped off lo.
*Sighs* dun talk about it le. Went Tampines today with family. Walk around then bought a parka' $39.90 lols. Look simple leh, nothing extrodinary. == haha.
Bus-ed home and fell asleep on the bus. Nearly missed the stop worh.
Now backed at home 9:30pm le. Post a bit then watch tv.

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2009-05-23T02:22:00.003+08:00

Number 100th Post wohoohoos.! ^^
Today worked till 1am again . closed shop , as usual drink drink a bit chit chat a bit then taxi-ed home. $30+ again . haha.
A bit dizzy but still reached home safe and sound. >.<>
Lost my file today in school . ughs all my written notes and stuffs. Somemore monday having test loh. Die le die le.
Sian leh nothing to write just now thought about a lot of things de. Haha maybe too tired le.
Going to sleep already! Bye!

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2009-05-17T03:21:00.005+08:00

HaiHaiHai! Reached home from work le!^^ after close shop sit down drink a bit chit chit chat chat then go off so quite late nor.

Cab fare i pay again , $32.40 leh! everytime so expensive , because of the midnight charge, *sigh* ... sadded.
Found this old song! by 任贤齐 ( Ren Xian Qi ) called 别傻了 ( bie sha le ) The song that i got only can last for 30seconds on my blog, so i removed it lOls! The chefs in the kitchen kept listening to old songs neh. influenced le. haha!
Late le late le , 3:30am gonna sleep le ! Tomorrow cutting hair wohoo!
Goodnight!(:

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2009-05-11T22:39:00.005+08:00

EhEhEh! Back at home now... lying on my bed, blogging.

Today's lesson was damn short , only 2hours...

Morning , went to hougang mall for Br-unch with pathetically ellice and lina. at first invited a lot of people along , turned out all either busy or stuffs liddat. Ate Mac. . . . again.

Took bus 72 to school after that. On the way, retrieved my student pass, lost my first one on the second day of school only. had to pay 6dollars for a replacement.

Then, on the way while rushing for our lesson , saw "lollipop" , the you-know-who ^^ lols. someone went crazy over him and persuaded me to chase after him and get his number ==

After getting his number , she was so happy and kept thanking me and for nothing i recieved 3 lollipops. ==

2hours lessons ~ 3pm dismiss le!!!! a pocketful of us went amk hub for lunch , had pepper lunch.

Eat liao then go walk a bit . omfg saw my tottenham away and home jersey liao One and only set. dam hard to find de neh!!! coz no one support that not famous club i think.

5:30pm liddat take bus back to sengkang and then went home liao.

watched tv , packed my back , ate apple , drink milk , read soccer news , then now lying on bed typing liao.

Okay thats all. going to sleep le. Goodnight!

Wahh lau why take until my smile so fake == lOls!

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2009-05-04T22:55:00.004+08:00

HELLO!(: Monday's today, today is Monday!

Boring ah boring ah boring ah!!!!!

Went to school with a bit blocked nose , headache and body ache.
Because, i slept wif only boxer on yesterday night and with the air-conditioner at full blast, hehe...
The weather really too warm le , cannot blame.
Reached school damn early today, like 25mins b4 lesson start? hohos.
First lesson was complimentary lesson - Personal Development wor.
Learnt about how to have a proper handshake , self intro , conversation skill and more. - 2hours.
Then lunched- 1pm jiu hav Maths le.
Funny lesson coz of the botak lecturer, his tutorial very good you know. teach until you know eh. But the lecture like kenasaii liddat.
Everyone doing their own things and very noisy.
Wonder why some people still say they like lectures. ==
3pm jiu end school le.
While walking to the bus-stop , met Arthur. Wuahahas,
Bus-ed back to sengkang to withdraw money for this month then jiu head home liao.
First thing i reached home , gav my grandparents some money - as always, after i get my payroll. then bathed jiu hit the sack. zzZZzzZZ until 7pm.
Woke up have dinner, used computer a while.
Feed my already dying Restaraunt City workers in facebook. lOls!
Briefly read tml's lesson notes. Did some maths optional questions - only practiced 5 , at least got right? ><
Then jiu watch movie via FunShion . watched the olden days vampire shows. << 一眉道人>> Ever heard of it before?
Should watch all his movies, damn nice.
Used to watch it on Tv2 every saturday nights when i was young , still living in malaysia. then after watching will start bouncing around the house... hehe.

Okay , 11:11pm liao. going to sleep le.

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2009-05-02T03:51:00.009+08:00

My Class Photo.

Not in Pictures : Dixon , Yubin , Lihang

Hi , hello :D umm here to make a short post.

Because was requested to do so.

Maybe i've been neglecting my blog for far too long already ah . heh heh, school started already and everything was like go so fast. like zroooom jiu 2 weeks gone liao.

Quite a lot of catching up to do cause when the lecturer starts, its almost impossible to stop man! hohohos.

till got dunno wat personal development de project must do and hand in by 3rd week. which is maybe like next week. Duh.

Still havent decide on my CCA yet.

Touch Rugby was a women cca in our school O.O and i didnt sign up for the canoe&kayak on time. double - O.Os

Then on 29th of April , was one of my classmate, GuoXiong's 18th birthday. i think. celebrated in the south canteen.

Make quite a lot of noise.

Ate the cake.

Quite delicious.

Couldnt remember how the cake looked like already.

All i could remember about the cake was when it was all over the birthday boy's face.

Today is Dixon's birthday ,

i cannot make it today reason being ,

i got work today, again. ^^

Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to Dixon.C.W.H , Happy Birthday to you.~~~

Okay ... thats all for now.

Im really very tired already ,

eh 4am in the morning.

Come to think of it,

did i just wrote a whole hell bunch of crap earlier on?

eh maybe leh.

Nevermind.

At least i posted already.

Thanks! for reading.

Bye!

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2009-03-03T17:31:00.003+08:00

:DD Oiiiiieh , im back from work. Today worked afternoon - lunch shift. Which is only 3 1/2 hours. And its hell dam busy. Cause , most of the full timers are having their holidays, yahh... so have to fill in their slots, even though its my rest days. >.< Hot Stones also having set lunch new promotion , $15 netts only. WOOOAAWS.! try it some day ^^ Because of this my lunch shifts are busy from now on. Why so cheap?
Yesterday, went out with arthur. He had his poly enrolment health examination. I'd done mine long ago, just accompanying him there. Then afterwhich , went bugis buy cheap things. Been long since i buy things for myself. So just bought 2 shorts , 1 black long pants and black shoes for working purposes. And umm , 2 caps one red one blue. Sum up to $127++ , food & beverages and transport fee included tho.
Had nothing must to do now adays... finish reading my book - Other Colours , by Orhan Pamuk. literature lai de. very interesting tho. first time experience for a once-not-a-keen-reader. got new recommendations? sian leh. wah lannnnn .... TwT
Ehh, anyway, saw a rainbow yesterday leh. i know many of you did before but .. .. .. .. i dont really see much mahh .. .. .. lann ehh .. .. .. nothing to write one.
okay lah. bye ^^
Mmmmuahahahaha.

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2009-02-26T16:14:00.004+08:00

Hellos!!!!! .
Ahahas are your missing me ? Its been long since i last blogged. Well ... since im using comp now might as well just share something with your mahh ? hehes. Its been quite boring since , very sian de. reeeaaally hope for school to start soon . xp its just work sleep eat play everyday so boring. hehes.

I usually come home dead tired late in the nights, after work. Looking stright ahead, at the roads and the pavements. Angry about something, hurt, incensed. Though my imagination is still conjuring up beautiful images, even these pass quickly int he film in my head. Times passes. There's nothing. Its already nighttime. Doom and defeat... What's for supper ?

The lamp atop the table is lit; next to it sits a bowl of salad and bread, all int he same basket; the tablecloth is checkered. What else? .... a plate and breans. I imagine the breans, but its not enought. On the table the same lamp is still shining. duh... Maybe a bit of yogurt? Maybe a bit of life?

What's on television? No, Im not watching television; its only makes me sleepy. Im very sleepy. I like fishballs too - so where are the fishballs? All of life is here, around this table.

The angels call me to account.

What did you to today, darling?

All throughout this holiday... i've worked. In the nights , i've come home. On television - but im not watching television. I answered the phone a few times, laughed at a few people, then i listen, to the quietness of the night... i became quiet. calm... and also - yes, much obliged - an animal. o.o

What did you do today, darling?

Can't you see? i've got salad in my mouth. My teeth crumbling in my jaw. My brain is melting from unhappiness and trickling down my throat. Where's the salt, where's the salt, the salt? We're eating our lives away. And a little yoghurt too. The brand called Life.

Then i gently reached out my hand, parted the curtains, and in the darkness outside caught sight of the moon. Other worlds are the best consolations. On the moon they were watching television. I finished off with and orange - it was very sweet - and my spirits lifted.

Then i was master of all worlds. You understand what i mean, don't you? I came home in the night. I came home from all those wars, good, bad, and indifferent; I came home in one piece and walked into a warm house. There was a meal waiting for me, and I filled my stomach; the lights were on; i ate my fruit. I even began to thinkthat everything was going to turn out fine.

Then i pressed the button and watched the television.
By then, you see, I was feeling just fine...

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2008-07-05T20:05:00.003+08:00

Okays!!. Back again to blog cause arthur complain rotting liaos. Many events happened then blablablahs.
This week had my Chinese O'levels oral , didnt do very well i think cause prepared too much for those very hard questions then neglect those easier ones.
Suehsueh came out youth olympics de topics, lucky for most but i got stucked cause of that arghs!
Sadded,Sadded haish. i nearly burst out in tears when i stepped out of the hall - which , apparently didnt. ._____.|||
nvm about that le. now is work hard for my other subjects. though i lack behind many of my fwens but i think if i continue to work hard i think hor can work up to their pace de nor.
believe manns *hits the chest.
aiyas too long never blog le also nothing much to say. even the computer's keyboard seems like a stranger to me le. no fweeeling lerh. hohohohohos.
thats all lahs ^^
wonder when will the next time i blog looooe.

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2008-06-24T20:47:00.003+08:00

HAHAs!~ so long never post liao. want to post things for fun this time.
Just for updates.
The European Cup was fantastic watch 80% of the matches. hahas. Supports Espana! (Spain) lOls. Andand my house come one soccer prediction god, goals predictor. >.<>
Got one thing happened during one of those soccer nights. Bought McChicken meal then brought bak then found out i missed out the fries hahas. QiDaoBanSi! NvmNvm. Anyways school reopens le and im like dying ghost in class liao.
But never regretted watching so late and never sleep well. Cause its just for a short period of time hahas! ._______.

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2008-06-04T01:31:00.003+08:00

:DD hahas. today ish wednesday morning 1AM plus liaOs. Yesterday tuesday morning woke up at 9am++ coz Mrs Koh called me to joined in the SP openhouse visit. So i joined without any pre-registration. xDD very lucky so joined in the group with sky and alvin they all lOls, business courses de tour. xpp Quite fun lahs they let us play this like Monopoly game except your a baby dypers typoon lOls.
After that train-ed back sengkang help sky pass things sit sit around had free dinner - hohos cheap skate. bleahhs. nvm eat liao go home eat again. Bath pack things then went back school again sit sit around listen to the band play... okay lah got room for improvements JIAYOUsxDDD!
Then around 11+ jiu went home le then found out that i was locked out from the house coz my set of keys doesnt open the third lock. had to call and trouble my poor mom to wake up from her princess sleep urhx. =.=||| hahas. looked more like a witch when she opens the door for me hohohos. thanks anyways.
Bath again and jiu sit down here blog liao lorx. not much lah actually. ^^ thats all muahahahas. Ehs i write de posts do you guys really go read anot harx? lOls i wonder .____.

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2008-05-22T18:04:00.003+08:00

04 More days to Chinese O's le!
Intensive Chinese Program was boring, tiring ( no offence ) but still theres still a lot of fun. My class is like so ... always got joke de .__. hehes. A lot of work to do but i did not do much , ehs thats the fact lah. So not sure can do well for my Chinese O level anot. Hohohos. Anyways, nothing much today, after school went Brandon's house with Tenghoi ChonBeng download their psp games xD then saw ManUnitedVSChelsea replay. YEAAHss! MAN.U won worx.! 6-5 in penalty shootout but 1:1 tied at 90mins. so to those Chelsea fans but thats too bad, thats how life is, cruel >_< Reached home and bath, nothing to do play bubble in the toilet before bathing my Ah Ma scold me childish cause i make the whole place slippery. So BO LIAO .__. Plus i joining for the concert, i dunno why, i think must at least help out worx now the band very small but i believe they can make it de, so those whom hesitate, do no more come back lahs. Peii wo, or at least Peii you Juniors wor. Sighs*x100 .__.

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2008-05-18T02:55:00.002+08:00

WOOOOOooooW! . The exams are over... Not really still got more to come. Umm well nothing much happened except for the teacher telling me that i had a FAIR for my conduct i will not be able to apply if i got any EduSave Awards, bersary - blahblah what ever like i will get liddat. And almost most importantly and regretfully, my CCA points all stripped/striked off cannot use anymore . SIGHs* LOLS. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Exams are as usual like DA BIAN. only passed 1 subject. Fail all the other woohoos~ well done.... ._.v
IM Mr.Wondershit. -never sadded once... ._. RAWRx `! HuatArhx!

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2008-03-22T04:44:00.002+08:00

Great. Its 4:54am and i couldnt sleep norx. Slept at 3am woke up by a nightmare at 3:30++ and couldnt sleep le haish. A few hours more and its band practice hohos. xDDD
in deep shit man.

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2008-02-24T23:11:00.004+08:00

I'm still insane after so many years. yea. This week was very sucky. did many things yah, some intelligent ones some stupid ones.
Want to apologise you know but the stubborn me wont change de nahs. dont really think sorry will comes out of my mouth so easily bah, haishx.
I know nothing much about life.
Im just made like a tree and leave.
Hehes. Whyy talk about sadd things horx?
Wuahahas ask me ask me whyy so late le havent sleep urhx urhx??
Because i wan to watch soccer later hahahas > Italian Series A - Roma VS Fiorentina :DDD
Did my CIP Okays. hohohos.
Anyways wo hao pa. I've never been loved- never will i know how to love♥. x.x
i will stay on like that right hurhx?
foreva arrr...
clock strike 12 le... hmms

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2008-02-16T03:54:00.008+08:00

Once a week post again xpp its already 4:00am in the morning now and i still can't get to sleep oh no. hahas. Whyy whyy ? Sian arhx tml still got band you know? must wake up at 6 i think im not going to sleep le. Hohos. this week alot of things happen also. you know horx.
Valentine's cum Appreciation Day was interesting, dun like to talk so much and yesterday was a half day off by Mrs Ang so cool man credits goes to those sec4 graduates last year hahas.
Okays now i got this game from Qien's blog seems nice so i tried i didnt know i can type that fast woohoos - speedtest . can you beat that urhx ??? hahas win me gets a drink from me? lOls. try try burhx :DDD Keeps me busy haishx. T.T

80 words

Touch Typing online

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2008-02-06T23:15:00.000+08:00

Harlows!!!(: Shoo Shoo Shoo Shoo long never post liao ~ blog is almost DEAD. Umms. Actually nothing much happened recently and i can only use comp every fri , sat , sun and holidays only so sadd. Anyways dunno why so sueh HODs and teachers keep calling me out for SIT and talks , confrontation whatever so many many many things. Aiyos~ Hahas. Den still got married in Audi le hohohos. Darh called ~ umm wait ar .... ohhs thilda/mathilda lOls.
Dou yao guo nian le still talk about this kind of things bleahs.!~ HAHAHAHAs!!! Ate TUAN YUAN FAN with family today. yumms yumms ((: relatives all in malaysia very sian cannot go bak to visit this year T_T hahas.
Tomorrow~ in like 30mins time jiu shii the year of MOUSE le eeks? lOls. Ehhs ehhs new year resolutions blubbieblubbieblubbx333 blahs blahs blahs. a lot nehs. dun tell your. RawrxRawrx.
GONG XI FA CAI CAI ~ XUE YE JING BU HORx! bleahsbleahsbleahs...
Nowadays find that i have nothing much to post niao so sian de norx. xDDD

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2008-01-19T02:36:00.000+08:00

Haishx. SO long never post liao hor! Anyways i think that hor. out of so many de blogs its a rare cases whereby you see people hor no matter how bad their life is happening right now they still post the good stuffs out de nehs. THATS ME~ MUAHAHAHA!!! Ok lets start with school life . Ehs everything is fine la except that have some misunderstanding with some teachers, BUT nevermind! It had long been clarified~ anyway i always hand in my homeworks a little later than the due date. as usual but at least got hand in jiu can already lorx. **evil grinn, wuahakuakuakua~** Never went out anywhere these few days, went home straight after school. Curse the weather ar. hu call it so de bian tai. always change change change de. Rain,Sunny,Rain,Sunny~ i see liao oso bek chek dunno wat to plan for outings norx. IRRITATING~~~ Very soon de nehs jiu siick liao. Sneeze cough fever blablablah wateva. den den hor. den cannot play audi wif narhx these few days coz keyboar spoilt, audi patch bla bla blah. Now can play liao hohohos. tml bah. Ehs. now hor oso very very very late liao 2:45am i think i have to sleep le tml still got band. See i so good sick oso go band urhxURHx. i nvr PON hor. dunno like which person ar~ horx. dun let me catch u outside . anyway theres nothing much i wan to write de lorx. just dun wan my blog to ROTDOWN. so tired , can't really brainstorm much about what to write lahs. RawrxRAWRX!!!!
NiteNiteNiteNite:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

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2008-01-14T20:48:00.000+08:00

YEAHs. Bak on popular demand must blog liaos. If not they complain iTS ROTTING!! Ehs. Yesterday hor, i and junjie intentionally wanted to just go to punggol park for our morning run de. work up at 5am, bla bla bla me+t at 6am ride bike go munir house borrow bike for junjie. ride until half my bike broke apart lOls! siians. push all the way there. Reached munir house liao lehs. his window open we peeped in. hohos. pig sleeping in the dark cant figure which is him and his brother we took at risk go tickle one of their nose. lucky we got the correct guy. chat a bit den we went off liao. i go bennet house take his bike. woahs nice suspension sias. thxthx. Went Shells station pump air, jiu set off , changed destination to Jalan Kayu eat PRATA prataPRATA hmm! :DDD lame~ Bennet borrow a cutecute big come follow us go. hahas. fit his size :DDD eat liao went explore. went down Yio Chu Kang down to Ang Mo Kio Hub. woahs the place is nice lah. but hor no one there yet still early. Then got this christian talk or service thingy went in see see a bit everybody singing. Not interested and went off niao. Buy a bit things and ride bak Sengkang again. Reached home liao hou hen tired. WORNout liao. Bathe and play audi wif ::narhx:: lOls. play abit jiu offline liao T.T Denden blurblur jiu one day over liao. hohos. today hen wo liao. Flu+fever, hen bu shuang Rawrx! hope get well soon tml still got school nehs. :DDD OK SAYO~ DUN SAY I NVR BLOG LE HOR. xDDD

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2008-01-02T17:52:00.000+08:00

Hahahas. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY belated NEW YEAR !!!! whoohoos. =D 2008 le. 新的一年就是新痛苦 - 的开始!!! urghx. -.- New Year went out with [[Bus Stop 5™]] again hohos. actually a lot of programmes and groups de den in the end only left us pathetic 5 -_-''' hahas. more details refer to arthur's blog buarhx. i lazy type le leh. the fire works was - SUCKS!~ we were on the wrong side. at vivo murhx. den can only see the sentosa there one. then the vivo one nicer but blocked by the thing shit!~ lOls. suehSUEH. Nvm. then that one nothing liao hahas. Today was first day of school liao. everything not prepared yet haha. last minute me -__- See all the sec2 now sec3 liao wear long pants liao . wuahahahas so FUNNY de lor. den myself oso old one year old liao. one year nearer to death =D even more sueh de shi.! my teachers!!! for the new year. woah sehs. dieDIEDIE arrr!!! maths jiu tio Mrs Yoga liao wat more worst can it be wootsWOOTS!!! Rawrx!!!! hahas. Tiio caught for haircut warning again. so many i'm going out to cut my hair sadded>_< Anyways. GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE since its a new year ahead of you. enjoy it muahahahas!!!!

will upload more of the outings foto another time =DD

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2007-12-31T03:21:00.000+08:00

Haiyos. These few days always go out with The Bus Stop 5 lOls. =DD Everynight taunt~ become night owl liaos. Eat supper every night. Become fatFAT woots =pp i cannot sleep at night already - duhx duhx bad news >.<> weakWEAK de at night lika DRAGON. RawrxRAWRx hor. xD
Very long nvr blog liao you dian umm. duno wat to write. anyways later on today going out to meet [[ Bus Stop 5™ ]] again. going for countdown hohos. and some exciting events coming out tho :D How i hope more people will join us, now we are like in seperated cliques already why hurHx? Come bak lehs comecome bak~ =D pah xiiu xiu har? lOls. Anyways countdown leh 2008 lehs. so de look forward to it de lor. Hope you can come lah. if not u rot at home watch TV countdown ar ? hahas. ke yi join jiu join wo men nor. :DD Anyways anyways~ ytd went out wif arthur and simon buy things plus settle some stuffs hahas. woke up at 2pm so dragged dragged until 5pm den meet up. ate at Rivervale Plaza den BUS-ed to Penisula diaox. buy things. bus-ed to Vivo look here look there. got a blk pants for 19bucks only leh. den a pair of shoes at 39.95 after discount -.- although at home got like so many unworned-thrownaway shoes. waste money. ~ den ate at Cow's JR woah seh. vomit, so big the burger bleax. Denden MRT-ed home bath brush teeth use comp almost going to sleep liao wuahahahas. a exciting day is about to come . waste so much money recently... $300+ in 5 days urhx. i think needa save up liao loos. :DD

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2007-12-23T01:40:00.000+08:00

Wuaahahahas. Its shooo~ boring today. =pp Woke up at 9am, ate french loaf wif butter, sux. its disgusting so hard how to bite? Roxk lehs . lOls. Because got dispute wif family members again locked myself in the room the whole morning , took out my sketch book and draw again. usual thing, the opposite block. Parents see liao oso sian, ah gong see liao say drawing won't earn you a living -.- somemore no colour you think people will buy meh ? o..O''' Skipped my lunch bleahx. skipped my afternoon tea. woahs so hungry. duhx. Afternoon parents went out, sneaked out and gobbled down some biscuits -.- use comp for a while. Skipped dinner oso, called for Mac' delivery puiii~ another hole in my wallet ... jiu shi bu yao chi tha men zhu de. RAwrx.!! >...< Watched the village on channel 5 , its kinda interesting, but my family wont understands it keep changing the channel urhx ... qu si bahx!!! Always miss those exciting part , den complain : boy ar where got nice one channel 8 one got dun firing even nicer lorx. somemore u understand meh? explain to me la! Reply: u nvr let me watch how the hell i know?! go bedroom watch la ... Dad purposely stayed up wif me sitting beside me guard guard guard until 1am he cannot tahan he doze off liao i sweep his asss bak into the bedroom hohohos. so funny =x then can switch on comp to use. =PP Suddenly felt horx stomach gulopgulopp de =D hehes. Searched up my mama de cooking recipe book. Omelette, see liao saliva dripp dripp, make dao beh chek. First time successful cooking on my own lahs. without my ah ma beside me say this say that. other than the home econ test lahs. -.- First egg crack* spilled everywhere, second one third one all go in muahahahas. Add in honey ham and onion, no taste. puiiPUII!~* but at least can fill my stomach. hehehes. hope wont diarrhea can liao. ok late liao buhbyes!

22nd Dec.^^

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2007-12-20T02:45:00.000+08:00

ouchOUCH!~ painn lehs. you know what the painkiller the doctor gave horx. is useless idiotic piece of ripping SH*T lehs TIGER PALM OSO CAN WORK BETTER THAN IT AR lOls hahas xD. Now my left arm felt like its fractured -.- my back is tearing... hahas ish pain de lorx. now i can't even sit straight to write this post. Hope this is the last time burhx. i promised le lah. Arthur , sorry suddenly regret horx never listen to ur advise that day. Was just one day before concert lucky never left my mouth suffer lurhx.
haishHAISHx. recently very little thing to post leh kinda bored leh. Rawrx!!~

x . =''

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2007-12-18T00:22:00.000+08:00

haish. dont really know what to write for today's post you know?! umm. ok - Bassline outing 12December 2007 <3 style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">Then 14th went out met up wif primary school friends. so sorry that i didn't went to help make the gifts and props? i think. coz they need help , desperately? >.< 15th went for concert with bruised left arm and aching back lOls.! Concert was quite well done except for loads of ''empty slots''. Kinda saddening. Ms Wong's last outing with us T.T Blahblahblah. Updated =D DUN SAY I NEVER UPDATE LIAO HORX!!! =x

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2007-12-08T03:10:00.000+08:00

FUCK! Its the first time im saying 'it' . Its already almost reaching half past 3 in the morning and i still can't get to sleep. Urhx. I think i need to see doctor again. This freakin shit is irritating ... you know what? something happened recently and its was unpredictable and saddening when i heard about it how i hope i can share it with someone i trust, it seems that there is still none right now urhx. I think its just cuz i just dun have the ability to trust anyone , sorry to say that . It cannot be reviewed to ur its my life. Its kinda disturbing, its affecting me. I don't know what to do lurhx. Never slept more than 2 hours a day for the past few days. T_T

Later Part Of The Day.

Morning, Urhx. Work up at 6:50am and washed up. Nothing to do switched on the tv and stare at the screen. Suddenly my head starts to ache. i thought it was just not enough sleep, later that i realise that my remote control turned red and theres a bitter smell in my nostrils. Shit, nose bleed again. it was running none stop, the last thing i remembered was crying out to my brother for help. The later part doesnt need explaination . Its not like im watching anything explicit , it just bled -_- Childhood injuries, very weak, lay down on bed and slept called my brother so sms xinyuan i couldn't make it. Stayed home whole day ... boring ... grandparents brew disgusting medicine for me urghx ...

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2007-12-06T17:12:00.000+08:00

Finally. Its over. Band camp. Didn't meant to be very fun cause its just a training camp. But the graduation part wasn't going well though. It suckx. bleah.~ Didn't really enjoy it cause a lot of things happened also. Nothing much to comment about but, food very er xin. eat le wan to bueeeah. puke ar. sorry la mr tan but its really bueeeak.. At night also cannot sleep. Must patrol around. people won't sleep so "HIGH" for what lols. farewell games was like totally not going to plan urghx. Too much time for too little games at the beginning and the rain pissed everyone off. All the games planned starts from 5 until dinner time if nothing goes wrong de. "entangled" "scavenger hunt" "Treasure Hunt" "Guess the code" =x then when games are over mr tan say too little time for the dinner part. thats only the start of the fun part leh. he cancel this cancel that. light games bonding with the seniors all don't have liao must finish the dinner fast fast. Rawrx! Apologized infront of the whole band on behalf on the organising committee lorx. so sorry though. Also cannot make the seniors feel the warmth and special like cannot bear to leave the band. Failed to achieve the goals la can say. But at least we accomplished the music part so mr er was quite pleased also. haishHAISH.
i always screw things up. freakin shit hole T_T

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2007-12-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

WUAHAHAHA!~ Back from visit back to Malaysia. woah seh. super tired now but i still have to blog . You Ge Jiao Dai Murhx. [ You Xiang Wo murhx? Ying gai mei you burhx. T.T ] I took off for Malaysia last Sunday, not many people know. Saa-weeet trip there. Nothing much... went to KL first then picked up by uncle and stayed overnight at his house. If you have read the newspaper, the Idian community was having a strike i think - for their human rights given to them by the country. BuehsongSONG jiu go strike. the whole traffic JAM-ed urhx. Na buehbueh... Day 2 horx. wo jiu go my house liao. still the same as before nothing changed much. Went to find my childhood friends. things got so EMO-tional. hehe joked around then heard that they always come into my yard and steal from the rambutan trees. haha my uncle Dou Bei Qi Dao Bao Le. hehehehehehe. den invite em to my house play all day long. So damned boring. Bought a lot of pirated DVDs and VCDs some examples like , 300 - Prepare For Glory !!! RawRx! Blood Diamond, Norbit, Shoot Em Up. lOls all of em like above NC16 de lehs. T.T a lot la all camped dun wan sleep. Day 3 morning before we moved out again to visit relatives as usual so dam toot boring something happened. I rode motorbike wif friends to the next town de famous eatery to buy breakfast. It was work time traffic very busy so we cut here cut there. den i just merely cut a malay man's lane , he spat on me. Den keep scolding dunno wat coz its in malay. my friends said his cursing me for - just cuting his lane in the busy traffic, everybody is doing so, just bcuz im a CHINESE. no offence, its kinda happening in malaysia only burhx. >> RACIST << i wan to smash his face wif my helmet de budden its on the road so i better dun do so if not other malays all swarm up to me end up in hospital . i scaredSCARED. Woah sian bad things comes once u have so many relatives. start from Aloh Star come down Kuantan , Ipoh , K.L , Penang , JB oso have ar... Sit car until butt pain. RawRx!!! Then must sit there listen to old people talk talk talk . i think ur should understand la. i have 20+ families to visit. >.< style="font-weight: bold;"> 3th day and 4th day was burnt. 5th day went for dinner and some so call high class place. All the relatives gathered so damn big... must wear Tux and bow tie damn Er Xin , camera shy so nvr take photo. Took the places only hehe. Dun let ur see ~ !! Last day that was today then went for shopping wif friends. bla bla bla fast fast one. zhooppp zhooop~ den den rushed to the airport 6pm landed on Singapore land. So saddening 7 days so fast gone le. So much things to do so lil time. RawRx! At least i eat very good stuffs at Malaysia mauhahaha ANYTIME BETTER THAN SINGAPORE FOOD WAAA!!! dun even have time for sovenior sorry ... T.T broke my promises... a treat maybe ? next time. to those i owe aaaw... '

Bleahx thats all for this week i think . BuhByes!~ Nites. =D

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2007-11-23T00:14:00.000+08:00

Aiyaaa. Stupid la. something spoilt my mood today [ yesterday ] , felt quite sad de lorx. and wasted oso ... PSLE results were out. my brother only got 226 ... one mark lesser than me. He was so depressed, down and everything else. We all had high hopes on him. His from the top class and everytime top 10% de.!!! even up till his prelims he still get 240+ . thats damn consistent le. But still ending up in a lost. All his dreams were broken. affected our whole family. Urghx.

Nvm today went to band prac. as usual nth to do band band band until 5pm? den went CP for dinner. dinner-ed jiu went to places talk talk talk. ghostly encounters all come out . urhx... scary only lorx. aft that send kimberly home den send junjie home den left arthur xinyu and simon send me home hohos. thx de lorx.
Nothing to write le la. so Buhbyes!~ =D

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2007-11-19T20:34:00.000+08:00

-KUAHAHahahahahaha. BACK From NCO camp le. Actually damn fun and meet a lot of good friends la. a lot of things happened. But very tired didn't felt like posting much on here tho. Nevertheless, must thanks all those who came to support me and xinyuan on :: Passing - Out - Parade day :: lorx. XIEXIE. xieXie 谢谢谢谢谢谢.
Malay and Indian Arabian Bangladesh. ok la no offence lorx. was so "touched" even mr tan oso came lehs. then took pictures here and there. Surprisingly a camera shy guy , on that day took so many la. But all end up with the unwilling face thingy and looks ugly de , its naturally ugly anyway... Aiya my father want to use soon. Making it quick . Ohh. back for second half. - Oooo today went to return marching boots to [[ LER JIEQI. ]] u wanted ur name right =_=||| troublemaker lOls. Live all the way at Bedok. haishs. woke up at 7+ in the morning thinking that there was more time and dived bak to my bed. den woke up at 945am liddat found out that i was late once again. Meeting time was 10am. urghx. In the end a lot of funny things happened la. the bus overshot go far far away coz i was asleep. Blurxx blur de. den even worst go to airport haha.! dun tell anyone horx. very paiseh de. =x wasted time only. den when finally reached at 1230pm o.o joined her with her committee members at MacDonalds. , got meeting they also discussing about their band camp so i try to cope-ed some ideas. wuahahHAHAHA. ^^V den i asked her to bring me around the area coz i nvr go before. lunch-ed den went home lOls. So she was my tour guide for the day muahahaha. tml got BAND haish. siao liao eh. I start to lose my voice coz got got got flu. u know ? ah-choo ah-choo one. den the nose dripDRIPdrip... zzZZZZ Tour guide jieqi. next time bring me around bedok horx. next time we meet la i think. barely got time de lorx. we are all busy people lOls!. haha. ok lor nites guys.

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2007-11-07T14:22:00.000+08:00

Piiiiiu~! back from a very long break urhx.? Oct 21 until now lehs. The whole blog is ROTTING~ bzzz. and i didn't even reply tag messages that you guys had given me sobx - so sorry =x Anyway ~ Im bak duhx. obviously. FOR REAL. .... well not totally, hehe. These few days were very interesting for me. Coz i began going out with arthur and clique . again ~ This time round not called the bike gang or watsoeva, now become wat ar ? ~ eh , [[The Nabehs]] WOOTS ! =p i dunno why but its kinda funny tho we named ea other by our surnames den subsequently add in the " NAbeh " behind hohos. so eventually im called? ChongNAbeh. -.- disgusting name. bleah. We went for "BANGbang" almost every pathetic days. hohos. Counter-strike lorx. its just that i don't really like the atmosphere tho. so - many - peeps around. noisyNOISY!~ den always drag here drag there, reach there play play drag again den reach home that time jiu very late le. Though my parents arent so strict as before already. ooOO ... tml they going to sentosa oso i think but im not sure if i can go lorx. sure waste energy,money,breath,TIME most importantly i think, but it will be fun tho.
Coz after exams murhx. right ? So are you guys enjoying yourselves? During this precious "holiday" break ? hurhxHURHX? if u wanna share wif me horx. tag lorx. tagTAG. hehe. =p

dun u like the song lOls. ? BHB
dun say i nvr update le horx. ~! bbrrrmmmzzz >.<

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2007-10-21T20:00:00.000+08:00

Heys, Dudes and babes - lOls. finally got my PSP Slim, went to Funan DigitalLife Mall with sky -.-
Its freaking 280dollars hahax. plus hand strap and pouch lor = 290dollars. Haish. lOls. Eeeew tml school reopens. results are out liao liao liao. die die. pray lorx. also nothing much to write liao lehs. boring.~

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2007-10-19T16:44:00.000+08:00

Eh. want to share a lil hohos. Yesterday. I went out with friends to Vivo City lOls. To look at things to buy lOls. Eh at first only me and Brandon want to buy, Xuan Le our promoter for the products haha. then Chon Beng joined in. Then Simon, Joel, Gerald, Samuel, Melvin. Met em at urhx. TimeZone. they said want to meet there at 11:30am sharp. But i reached there 11:00 waited until almost 12pm then come urhx! lOls. Ate lunch, then trained there le. Woots at platform met Joel's Girlfriend, JingYi and peeps -.- den the whole bunch of peeps swamped together urghx. so noisy. See See walk walk jiu almost 4pm le trained home. vroom vrromm~!! raining -.- walked to bus stop wif Xuan Le sent him home and i went home myself. drenched when i reached home lOls. Second one horx is , im not sure is it lucky or what my father was chosen as one of the 1,000 users for the NFC* trail phone [ Near Field Communications]. If u had read the newspaper about the new plan whereby ppl use their phone as a Ez*link card stuffs liddat? ... Eh today stayed at home. My father turned on the 7 firewalls' games lockdown again. cant even play a single freaking game urhx. so come here blogg lorx. nothing liao buhbyes~!

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2007-10-18T00:49:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRR !!!! YOU HEAR ME?! Its OFFICIALLY OVER DUDES~~!
Umm for Those whose still having paper on 18th... umm Good Luck lOls.
Miss me urhx? Anyone? Awww no one lols. haha i was once in loved wif my computer =p she loves me most. miss me to be precise. *Gosh~! ChihRenn had u eaten ur pills already eh. =x

Okay. Its been a month plus since i last posted. Urghx. ~~ A lot of things happened. First my exams sux out totally muahahaha. Siao liao i dun wan drop N.A lOls. And urhx. bought iPod Nano 4GB. $248 holy crappers rippers. i thought was the long long one. den come out so small. but ok la the screen quite wide and cute - unique =X Still wan to buy PSP Slim lorx. Found out a lotta things la. PSP had 2 batteries at the back very bulky but easy grip. both had the same functions only that Slim had video output cable, longer lasting batteries, lighter, screen brighter ? lOls. and had higher RAM. PSP-270MHz++ , PSP Slim 333MHz Woah hahaha. I wan buy le BUT WHICH ONE?!?! oO". Band tix sold 10 o.O first time so good. But band practices is resuming soon URGHX>.<> HAish. Late le i think thats all la got more next time den tell your. zzZZZZ

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2007-09-09T02:36:00.000+08:00

I felt very fustrated , sadden now. I don't know why i feel this way lurhx. Its just too many things happened recently and i can't do anything to help. Woaaaaw. its becoming more and more complicated. But most of all. Im a good guy now! . Sad to say, die le lurhx. old matters are brought up. I might die outside on the streets one day and never come back. And its true. C'mon mines is one of the worst case senarios already. but i still can pull through it. So can ur! =D beLIVE in urself. Up till now ~ i havent been able to share my past with anyone yet. I scared that no one will ever want to be my friend anymore. even though i don't have much friend. that would be even worse. Xin hen men leh. later men chu bing lai how? Wo yi qian shii hao ren urhx... past time can dun come find me le murhx. ? please. o.O nevermind your won't understand. Wo hen pa...

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2007-09-03T17:14:00.000+08:00

Heys. Won't harm reading this again. Brightens up ur day .xD Shorten the bottom half - its kinda useless. hohos. Was quite down these few days until i dig up my old documents and found this. Went drop dead laughing when i read this. WUAhahAHhAhAhahhAuhAhuAha.

小时候我家很穷，穷到家里只剩下钱，其他什麼都没有了。爸爸忙著算钱，妈妈忙著扫钱，弟弟睡觉时没有被单，只好?钱，妹妹大便没有卫生纸，只好用钱擦屁股。爸爸常常在我出去外面玩时，塞了一大堆的钱给我，叫我花光。我手上堆著满满的钞票，我很难过，因為我怕别人笑我。所以我常常把它们都丢进了垃圾桶，或者水沟里。因為家里什麼都没有，所以我每天晚上只能利用烧钱的光线看书，于是近视很深。离我家最近的便利店要花三小时才可以到达，而且要开法拉利去，如果开奔驰还得要开五小时。我每个月都要固定放火将我家的一些钱烧掉，因為真的是太多了。多到我们都不够地方住了。必要时还要用炸药。我妈妈也常常叫我不要读太多的书，以免长大以后赚更多的钱，那我们的生活就更辛苦了。有时听到隔壁的妈妈骂他的孩子说长大以后要成為有钱人，我也会替他难过一阵，好几次晚上还睡不著觉。每次我一想要我家的情况和坎坷的过去，泪水便忍不住地夺眶而出……

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2007-08-31T23:20:00.000+08:00

Celebrated Teachers' Day in school today. Had band today. Nothing much today. Got back my progress report card yesterday. Failed 4 subjects. Did very/fairly well for my useless subjects and fail badly for my important subjects. Many teachers called my parents to talk about it. Parents spoke to me. Nothing produced at the end of the talk was beneficial. Teacher says if i continue on like this i might as well go to 4NA next year. Or even better don't study even better. thats what i thought. I really had no interest in studying lurhx. can i just go back to Malaysia and take over my grandfather's business. This sux ... i had no aim in life... I've done enough now, to know this beautiful place isn't everything they say, I heard that evil comes disguised, like a city of angels , I'm walking towards the light. But I swear I'm a believer, like the prodigal son , I was out on my own , now I'm trying to find my way back home. Its just ... too much things are circling around me. Especially old ones. o...O

Anyway.
HAPPY 50th BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA. !!! NEVER FORGOT ABOUT YOU ! or was it 51st?

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2007-08-27T20:31:00.000+08:00

So many things happened lately. And those are the most bizzare ones. Haiix. hope i can pass my Social Studies ST . My Geog. Scrapbook still only done 2 wtf its due on this friday argh! cannot be. WOOTS!~

But ... my mom cried today. aunty Amy had cancer. we were all sad. sadsadsad shes so young. argh. so gross. its so unfair. hope she gets well soon. and mom dun cry ~ u've been crying non-stop for the whole night le. my heart hurts inside here u know . First time i see my mom got emotional for ages. She was the stone lady that i had impression of since i was young. haish. sadded.

Nvm lets not talk about that. Woohoos bought new lighting for my fishies. Eww scammed. thought that it was ruby light. turned out to be sapphire. god. the pebbles and marine plants, even the fish scales are shiny beeeeuuutifully. all except for the water. So ugly, eye hurting. later my fishes oso got myopia lOls.

Last week of the term!~ live it to the fullest. yea . =(

Why people say im EMO~ I'm NOT!~ im just tired - of this life probably.?! lOls.

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2007-08-21T21:57:00.000+08:00

Urhx. Hohos. Today lerhx. Nothing much happened. Er went to school on time. Study study, play play talk talk had fun. Den went for sectional practice. Found out that after 1.5months nvr play my instrument my ambusher, pitching and er stamina all gone le. Aww need to rexercise, Haish. Den den 5pm jiu straight away go home le. Actually wanted to go out with friends, go out walk walk myself or something liddat de. <<>> saw Qiming and Sara. waiting for me coz today in class i say say want cut hair de they treat it real and really waited for me. Quited guilty if i dont go lurhx so i follow. hehex. in the end Sara had to go for tuition nvr come. I and Qiming went to the HAIR-inn cut hair. YuRhks. The hairdresser there all like malaysian coz of their accent. Then when i talk to QM they oso realise i came from malaysia too. I didnt know how they knew but i doubt is the "unique" way i speak. hohos. Yea right -.= Not trying to flaun nor critisising the accent lurhx its very ... FUnny lurhx. Cut le come home dinner blurx blea blea post . ok sleeping soon. signing off *bzzzzz =x

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2007-08-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

::19th Aug ::

Yesterday woke up quite early for the first time in history on Sunday morning whuahah. Watched Doraemon even before i brushed my teeth. [ no la coz its just 5 mins left to the end of the show le. ] Then washed up blurhx blurhx, eat Sambal noodle. Mom cooked for me. woah its like brrrrwaaaazzzz shooo hot. Then coz sister want to buy bag murhx jiu me mom brother ans sister all went to VIVO city. To look one A bag. Overall quite fun la. spent the whole afternoon there in the end still never buy the bag yet. At least we ate good food for lunch. Ate at the Asian's Kitchen Restaraunt. Food wise umm haha bu yao shuo bi jiao hao bah? oH ya nearly missed out something really funny lah. There was this caucasion sitting opposite cabin from us. Then they were all english educated murhx. all talk chim chim de things. Even those unseemly funnie things they oso must laugh until so loud. - MUwhahahAhahaHAH!!! - boom* boom* ceiling drop sand liao. No la , a little khua zhang. o.O Laughing throughout the meal lurhx. We dun feel easy with them sitting beside lurhx. At first the first laughter jerked us den i nearly choked on my food hohos. Burrhp! after the meal very full le. But mom said it cost her a bomb. But hu cares, she seldom treat me to meal de should squeeze her dry =x

Den continued walking, she bought belt pants t-shirt jacket beanie hair bands socks shoes! argh for my sister and brother! I only got a watch. i wanted to buy a bag de. Woots! not fair i was just suppose to bring mom to VIVO only. Urhx. walk walk walk until around 4pm jiu go home lurhx. MRTed past Douby Ghout station i went off coz i du lan . jealous to be precise. haiish. Go find joash junjie they all at PC bunk , its been long since i've been there le. Play play play until around 7:30 me and junjie go looked for arthur at kovan and headed home straight. So ciao met a couple of primary school friends, chit chat a bit reached home 9pm chiong-ed homeworks and ngor ngor. zzZZ =x

:: 20th Aug ::

Today went to school on time okkays ! =D hheyhey now my posts are gettig more positive le horx. +ve yea! Nothing much today. But was then strucked upon on something when someone asked me about my past. The horrible memories that haunts you every night when you sleep. No one would ever want to know and even me would want to bury it forever. So i kept quiet, caused me physical and physcological harmed before. Bu dong gai shuo hai shi bu gai shuo. Haiish. aaaaw. piak.
ke shi chang zai xing li you hen kun. the only darkest secrets left in my heart. awww.

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2007-08-17T19:07:00.000+08:00

Haiix. The whole of thise week suxx like hell. Rarely see a negative post from me horx.?! NOW I WANT TO WRITE ARR ! I got punished 3 times this week le... Just because i closed my eyes for a moment in class. Just because i whisper to my friend sitting beside me?! Just because i was packing up my file a little and teacher claims that im not paying attention to him in class.!? WTF he wants . keep picking on me. Ok 2 teachers punished me lurhx. first one was Mrs Ruth"less" Tan and >> MR NG JJ . << His just another asss*hole larhx ! Was summoned to go to the corner to stand. Very tired oso must act ge kian very nice scenery there. 95% of our class agrees that he is an egg head. No offence but HE REALLY IS! He always claims that he repeated to us the instructions a thousand and one time when in reality he only did onces. GRRR. and he is like its a due to THANKS him if we did well in our tests and once we did something wrong he will like. blea blea blea crapping around. No matter what ima gonna fight till the end. Next lesson 11 boys is gonna stand at the back of the class room to protest. Coz he said before that if you cant concentrate in class - then get out of the class or stand at the side of the class. Ohh ~ i forgot that our class sleeps alot. umm well guys lets spread out ur bedsheets. we are gonna take our afternoon nap already. Hohos. Everydays his like screaming at the top of his voice. The worst part of him is that he scolded the whole class **:: STUPID ::** woaws. Holy Kawws. For our previous physics test our class only 8 person passed. and all were border lines and he scolded us :: STUPID :: Thats y he hated him to the =::CORE::= Darnn him. SCREW HIM!

Oh ya and i put this song coz its kinda "L" and suits me a lil la hahax. Duhx.. lOls retarded me. =DD
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2007-08-10T21:17:00.000+08:00

HOHOS. Today very very funn argh!HHh. But meii very pissed off >.<>

Err today we wanted to meet up at 12:30pm at COMPASSVALE L.R.T Station - i think i will rmb that foreva. Coz i told Joshua Compass station he went all the wayy to compasspoint woots!. Shooo sorry. Denn i was late , arthur was late , junjie was late. Urghx. Meii and friends - loads of em waited very long. We felt guilty hohos. Sadd. Then we saw Jane - haha she was carrying 2 marvelicious breads. we ask go where she say go find someone . Asked her bread for hu de she nvr reply so we presume for her Mr.Bread lurhx haha. Den blea blea nvr talked much to em leh they went for lunch at pizza hut. At Tampines mall hohos. We ate BK denn den go watch movie le. Watched RUSH HOUR 3 - HAHAHA DAM NICE . must watch must watch , me joshua and arthur watch until laugh until drop dead. the whole theatre was so lively and everyone was laughing throughout the whole show. A lot of funny scenes, lesser action packs, Jacky ish old already lurhx. but more jokes and funky~

Den after the movie i thought that meii de *secrets havent finish den wait wait wait, play a bit den wait wait wait. Smsed her ask - ohh reached home lurhx. Woaaaa *peng . nvm we went to playground. got the spinn thing. we took turns sitting on it. Hohos. so much fun. played Truth or Dare again. Double Dare. Den bus-ed home ate dinner and posting now muahaha. Thats all niTES guys ! byeBYE~!

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2007-08-09T17:07:00.000+08:00

Happy National Day - Singapore :D 42yrs old DUDEx

Today ish national day leh. But never go out lurhx. shoo sadd. Umm so i update my blog a bit.

*8th Aug

Finally performance day YESH! no more rehearsals anymore but i never performed aaaw hen sadd ni zhi dao mahhx.. woohoos.. Err but nvr mind lurhx went out after school l8er on. lemme recount. i think i have short term. Me Arthur JunJie Mitchell Kenneth Kimberly Xinyuan May went for bowling. i thiink thats all lurhx. kLing Klong. ~Strike 1 . lOls lame.

Very fun they sayy. Ok den took bleableableahh xinyuan and kenneth went home le :'( Budden Jasmine joined in his suddenly turned quiet le. Phhew. Played games lorx. Twisters,Hopscorche?? ehH a little childish i think everyone laughing like kids. hohos. Denn oso got play True or Dare* Hurhx. lost i chose Dare - woots must run wif a person and shout DONGKA DOnGka. loudLOUD beside him like a mad guy. -.+" Hen paiseh de leh summore he jog so fast must catch him until far far. Haiish. Play play den got de tukitukii game . Play play jiu go home lorhx. bus-ed den walkwalk. Reached home too tired nvr update blog eat medicine mumm murmm bath brush teeth zzZZZ ngor ngor le.

*9th Aug

Todayy, throat a lotlot better le coz of the salt treatment - hu say no use de hurhx.!? Neh... bu shi cheng gong le mahx. =DD Okay la its a lil dangerous tho buts its fast. and efficient xp . errr... Today nothing to do stayed at home nvr went cell group gathering nor did i went to watch fireworks go boom*boom* only went pei arthur and mitchell go cycle. Round sengkang area lurhx. den sit around at compasspoint jiu go home le. now watching de dunno what troy urhx? interesting but watch a lot of times le jiu like ngi le. hohos. Tml maybe going out again. guDNiTes guys ! Saaaweeeeeet DREAMS* Wuahahahhahaa xDD

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2007-08-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

Hohos. heyy peeps.!* nothings up lately. Coz i really feels the fatigue le. extreme fatigue sometimes. My anti-biotics are finishing soon yay. Doctor says another 1-2months for my fatigue to fade away ~ rawwrgh so long. I cant even concentrate in class with me like a dead body there hahax. Monday NDP rehearsal after lessons and test. Today oso de sameSAME.

But that doesnt matters~! Tml ish NDP le. woots... i cannot play awwwhhawhaw hahax. Saddened worx. Sleep first thing i came home. all the way till next morning. How to study/do homework. aaaw. Posts yue lai yue short le zhe me ban... haish haishs. Cannot tahan le. Extreme resort. swallow raw salt. hopes it will recover a lil by tml morning bah.~! aaaaw...

zzZZZZZZZZZZZ~!

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2007-08-04T09:59:00.000+08:00

Heyya. Ytd went for the CIP at the Loyang Tua Bek Gong's BIG MOVE yea. Very Very tired and worned out. Anyway who call me ge kiang go hohos. The medicines helped a bit tho. But to a small extend only urhx. Was quite fun, we carried flags all the way from the old temple to the new temple. There were shooo many people, got so many performances. Nice lurhx. Aiyer missed so many tests and even my oral exam. Next week still got so many make up lessons plus NDP Rehearsal. Woots. ok lurhx. so siick le. byeBYE!~

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2007-08-02T19:57:00.000+08:00

Aiyak! a fast one. Today was very sick . Woke up in the morning and started to cough den got running nose. woots. so xin ku. nvm , den i walked to school. Nothing happen at first. Until assembly that time suddenly my leg,hand,stomach muscle got thisvery painful feeling lurhx. ArgH. But this one still ok. only took extra effort to stand up only. But during PE lesson jiu started having fever le. Den i take temperature - 37.5°C++ only slight fever still ok. but my body aches got worse i couldn't straighten my back den very hard to walk had to struggle up the staircase worx. Haish. thinking that today have oral exam so i try tahan throughout the day. VERY VERY coldd sia. literally froze under the fan. i had to stick my face on the table i couldn't get up . back pain. Urghx. Last period le i really cannot take it anymore. temperature rose up to 39.5°C+- upon retaking and retaking. went home dizzily den go see doctor. the doctor told me that i had 2 possiblities either i got Tonsillitis or Glandular Fever a.k.a Infectious Mononucleosis. i chua tio. went home search for the meaning. Heng its just for the Tonsillitis ish the tonsils infections of several bacterias. while infectious mononuleosis a.k.a the kissing disease?? lOls its contracted when you share things like drinks,utensils,food,saliva. Urghs. Coz of all the sypntoms it looked a lot like dengue. so i ws very scared. but the doctor's word rang wo fang xing le. Haiix. Woaw. now eyes very pain i eat medicine sleep lurhx. cyA~ =D

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2007-07-31T22:44:00.000+08:00

Hohohos. Today very funny muahaha. Had school as usual. Den had my A maths test straight after school plus need to go for chemistry make up lessons for Obs students. Urhx. the aftermaths of the camp. haiix. Went to compasspoint today got dinner. hohohos so many people went at first den all left . Left a few of us. Eat eat do some homework den jiu walk home le. Suddenly! rarRRuawahaha.! FORGOT TO BRING HOME GEOGRAPHY TEXTBOOK. theres geog. test tomorrow.~! oh no. sians arrRR. Urghx. Test tml de first period somemore worx. diediedie le !!!! sure wont do well de lorx. oHNOs! ... haishx. Escaped hair check today! YesH !!! So short. wont tio dai chi de bahx. =pp

jiaYOUs. Positive +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Woots! Childish lURhx. -.=" Nites guys !!! MwuahahahahararRRRR.!

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2007-07-30T19:36:00.000+08:00

Hohohox. Today woke up at 5:30 and found out that today was monday and i put my alarm at the wrong timing. So slept on. Until my grandma woke me up and found myself burnt at the butt from the sun haha. 7:50 LE!!! ARGHhh! xp

Rushed to school biting a bread in my mouth and dangling physics notes hangin out from my bag. Hohohox. :D Nearly late for school made it in time.

Den had my physics ST today. Quite hard. coz i didnt really studied much. Hope that i can pass can already. Urhxxx. After that i recieved my homework lerhx. waaaa so much siao siao siao. SO MANY TESTS oso haiix. die le die le. didnt know that go for obs come back so tough lOls.

Den a lot of things people never inform me de lurhx. like today go Labrador park for geography excursion cum project. So we went play play a bit do some worksheets. Come back reached school at around 6:30. woots. A maths test canceled. postponed to tomorrow yea!! :DD

Haiix... today cannot go out. must stay at home to do a lot lot lot of homework. Suddenly felt very sadd . haiix. cannot talk le hohoho bye byeBYE!~ :''[ sobx*sobx*

i wan to shout again le.

ARRrrrrrrrrrrRRrrRRrRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! rARrRRRRRRRRRGH . AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhahh

RArrrarrrrRArrrrarRARRARRRRR AAAAWWWwwwwwwwwwwww. wuahahahaahAHAHHA.

sob*sob*sob*sob*sob*SOB*SOB* waaaaaaaahhhhhh.

ok that felt much better.

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2007-07-29T17:09:00.000+08:00

Aiyayaaa ... Bai kah liao luuurhx legs hurts ouCH!!!*

Yesterday night went to Singapore Expo for the City Harvest. Me Arthur Junjie Joshua Kimberly and May went. Only Arthur Joshua and May stayed back for the second half of the service and deliverence. They said that it would be quite scary, so the other 3 of us went out to wait for 2 hours straight awww. feed mosquito and insects only woots. xP The pastor obvously whom i forgot his name arghH. They commented that he was quite strong actually, just place his hand on their forehead they faint le. lOls speaking of it makes me creep. hahax nvm dun talk about it anymore. Tml ST . still got so many tests next week haiix. Oral exams. Mugg* Mugg* *glubb*glubb*glubb. Nth to write again sianx.

wait huRHx let me laugh a bit . destress.. AhAHAhahahhhahhahahahHAHAaa haa haa haahahahahhhahahhhaha mUahahahhah KAuahahahaahahhaha lahahahahahakakakakakkaka ahhahahaha MUAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAH.
haha. :D

<<>> Amundsen! Rawks! Woohoosss =DD

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2007-07-27T23:57:00.000+08:00

A Back From OBS Post -

Gonna Be A Long One Tho . Hope You "Enjoy" Reading It Then =D

Monday - 23rd July we went for a 5days 4 nights Course . Outward Bound Singapore.

Met at school at around 8:00am bus took off at 8:30am , reached there and waited for our turn to board the Jetty which eventually came very very long l8er and we were the last pathetic school to reach Pulau Ubin even though we were one of the first to arrive at the Jetty Point. While waiting, we saw the CISCO* Crow Culling service men came. *BANG*BANG*BANG* the uncle's accuracy was damn high . 2 shots went straight through the crows necks . killed 3 crows. wooo . shotgun . haahaa still can enjoy show. woots =p

Ok went we reached there.

DAY 1 - Usually the same old stuffs like handing over ur valuables, wallets, handphones, MP3s, any electronic devices they oso take, haiix ice breakers , took watch(group) photos.

I was appointed to *<<>>* Its named after a quite well known sailor whom ish one of the first to explore the wonders of the North pole and the straits waters around the area, ROALD AMUNDSEN . woots. cool . Their sayings - a ship ish safe at docks. But thats not what ship are made for. waaaa. so chimo-logical de lorx. Some trust building activities, frontloading and mood set for the course. Camp craft , navigation practice or basic Kayaking skills. Goals setting for individual and setting team charter , establishment of campsite and Ngor Ngor zzZZZ le xD oh ya our instrutor was Ms - Nadiah =p

DAY 2 - Today we went for Belay practice, some height activities like rock climbing , abseiling . lOls very very fun and tiring. we learn to trust our watch mates then. the Co-ordinations and stuffs. And i finally learnt how to tie a double 8 knot. LOLS so noob right ... haiix.

DAY 3 - Wooo today was our SEA expedition day. But coz we are the suppose to be the Land-Expedition part the group. so our sea expedition only lasted for 2hours b4 we reach our campsite to set tent haiix. Quite nice when you Kayak round Pulau Ubin. My partner and i co-ordinate quite well lorx so not much of a problem. Well other than that its just mosquito ants and more mosquito and ants . summore got doggies. lOLs *wooff*wroof*wrofff*

DAY 4 - KAuZ ... Up till now i cant agree with the teachers saying that OBS is bloody fun arleady. i should say its bloody killing people out there lOLS. We had our 8 tooting hours of trekking throughou Pulau Ubin while the other group of pupils who did only 2 hours of trekking and alreay aching like mad did 8 hours of Kayaking that day. How i wish we could just change it the other way round man ... even all those Iron Men oso shout tiring already. we were grasping for air and our shoulders are just *ouCH!!! lOLs. we were glad tho. coz we were the last group to leave the camp spot but fiRST to arrive back at camp2 yea! =P our journey took only 7hours 45mins and we could barely move our body arGHHH!!! bla bla bla loads and loads of things happened its late now couldn't remember much. haha

DAY 5 - Obviously its the last day of the camp and we did store clean up the day b4. we were one of the first to finish packing until our picky instrutor came inspect and lil things oso must redo. so eventually we almost repacked the whole store one more TIME arghhhhh .... darn whoops =pp Bought soveniors b4 we left Ubin island. everyone got emo aaaw. suddenly didn't felt like leaving haha. LOLS AMUNDSEN/ARMSTRONG/BATUTTA/CHENG HO yea our cluster group - A²BC! ahahahax

ummMM well its late late late now i gotta sleep soon *yawN* NITES !!!!! OBS arrrr .... hehe =pp

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2007-07-22T18:39:00.000+08:00

When I didnt realise it , tml ish obs le ... Looks fun sounds fun , but wait till i experience it. My illness havent recover yet. still got block nose. Haha. Ok lets talk about today. I had nothing to do at home today so i took Bus 82 to the jetty point to walk walk on the beach. Guess what i saw, why are there so many gays and lesbians in this world? Its not that i want to comment on them, can't they do those "stuffs" at home or somewere else more secretive. A pair of lesbians were kissing each other. Heard murmurs behind me , seems like some parents were not veh happy with it.muahaha . Then felt thirsty, wanted to buy some water to drink. the jetty point was quite small nothing much there only got one mobile store selling ice - cream and water. I went forward to see. Eeew he doesnt have a fridge for his water , his blocks of ice oso melted already so i give the water a miss . den i change my mind to buy the ice - cream. I thought that it might be more hygienic lorx. NA LI ZHI DAO ... its even worst. he doesnt have blocks or cubes of ice - cream so he can slice into pieces de leh !!! His ish 3 flavours mixed together, the top part is already melting !!! I mian qiang eat half den through away. Its watery , so disgusting ... hohos. eat finish le den go home le ...

Today family eat nice nice de for dinner cook soooo many things. ay dunno wat want me to eat full full den go for "adventure" tml... haiix

Nothing to write about nowadays de leh =((

Going for OBS from 23th - 27th July ... haiix dun bother finding me . im Missing In Action . =pp

Wo yue lai yue lame le ... ARRGGHHhh

ZZZZzzZZzzzzzz

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2007-07-21T14:02:00.000+08:00

:: 20th July ::

Today, we commemorate the annual Racial Harmony Day. Cool. Quite a lot of people was wearing their enthic/traditional costumes. Assembly blahh blah. After school still hav Chinese "make-up" lesson - to be exact. They us test papers to do. Teacher told us it is was the O'levels standard. we were so anxious den chiong the test in 1 and half hour. It was dam* hard , everyone was struggling. Haha.

:: 21st July ::

Firstly Happy Birthday to QiMing, although he always criticise us Malaysians. Urghs...

Den today, 14 of our class de students went back to school to help out with the Learning Festival. A lot of people came. i was incharge wif Teng Hoi for the sports section part. We teach them how to play handball. Very fun experience. but very tiring coz we need to set up everything at first. Cones, goalposts, taping the borders. blah blahh den the concurrent sessions starts. first batch that we recieve was very disappointing lorx. Lest than 10 families. But god things ish after that 2nd session when we were almost tired out we got like a whole group of pupils. We were so busy lOLs even wif the PE department de teachers all out le... After everything we keep keep keep. Ran home in the rain. shoes too big nearly fly out in the middle of the road. haha ...

Oh yea. today meii mei and her friend gimme birthday present lehs. ! thx you worx. they celebrating it in advanceADVANCE for me coz she can't make it that day. woots. haha... thx its very delicious except the Choc0 too thick le. Nth to write le. byeBYE !!! =p

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2007-07-18T16:30:00.000+08:00

WooHooos!!!~ healthy person jiu shi healthy person . recover oso very zroom zroom fast de. =pp

Slept 12 hours from 6pm yesterday ... woke up this morning and felt supAAA energised!! raRRRRr! but saddening thing ish that I never got a chance to study for my chinese test today ... wooaahhh! lucky i got study earlier on. SURE wont fail de fang xing.

Ok :) today got 2 things i want to sae. First one ish today Mass PE we went to field with 3G and 3I . split into 2 groups. BoiiBOi VS BoiiBOi , Gurllgurl VS guRLGUrll ... xP oUR class de boys got rowdy as ever . again. haha. from captain's ball became rugby. All ramping each other everyone got muddy. once a person got the ball everyone jumped onto him and whamp! ~ knockout ~ i got squashed into beatball twice. oUCH! =pp

Second one ish first period lesson de - it started raining very heavily. lightning kabloom! kahbloom! everywhere. woots. den den got one very very loud de. The lightning striked right god damn hell outside our class de window. The blast was so lOUD! and bRIGHt! oUCH! 2 blocks away oso heard it le. i witness the flash lurhs. i was blinded for 3 secs and deafened. our class de some gurls scared until huggED each other. The teacher JUMPed haha! shooo FUNNY ! =DD

oKKAy la nothing else to write le. Tml got Physcis test going to study le byeBYE !!! =pp

does reading my blog makes you interested? happy? enlighten? sadd? freak-ed out? hmm i think ima going to start a poll machine soon lOLS.

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2007-07-17T18:28:00.000+08:00

Darnn. Can you believe it ?! such a healthy person like me can actually fall ill ... =( its unbearable. aiyerr ...

Yesterday never go ride bike with arthur because i went to the clinic to see doctor. Wait wait wait~ finally my turn . i was almost dead hangin waiting. Haiix went in the door spoilt one cannot open. den i kick . no response . the doctor den open from the inside... den apologise ... so funny. Den he ask - you dont seem sick to me. u had energy to kick the door so hard lOLS. I wan to smack him le lorx. Check check... he tell me i got abnormal heartbeats y beat so hard? OMG den he ask me issit his too hot for me [ eeew YUCks ?? ]]. tell me i got hypertension-seemed alike symptoms... i CHUA TIO ... woah will go fitch anot ?! haha. den i tell him i've not been able to sleep even 1 hour for 3days already, my eyes hurts , veins all bursting soon. den he open a prescription for me. Antibiotics - always -.=" sleeping pills and some other weird medicines. Paid den "crawl" home. I was like so energised for 3 days lorx... Grandparents thought i outside consume drugs that wont let people sleep... then made a fuss again - Haiixx =pp

Reached home eat eat eat sleeping pills never eat. Den laid on bed until 2am den suddenly remembered that i forgot to eat my sleeping pills no wonder i wont sleep. Grulp* Grulp* swallowed 2 blue and white pills . went back to sleep thinking that the pill effect was 6 hours. -.=" thats when the trouble came lorx.

Waited for 20mins, the pills took effect . my environment looked swayish and shakking ... den *poof* slept.

zzZZZZZZ ... whole body very warm. so i stripped off my top. fan point straight at me ... still sweating . switched on my air-conditioner . full blast 16°C . my bro nearly frozed up and went upstairs to sleep.

zzZZZZZZ ... Woke up next morning and guess what ... ARghH i cant open my jaws. a pain strucked all the way from my eyeballs down to my jaws .OUch!! ='( Couldn't walk properly ... felt very very weak. Furthermore . my illness havent treat finish i contracted flu + fever ... siaox liao ... den nvm ge kiang wash up and ate breakfast. Ziiiik!!! a sentence caught my eyes . on the bottle of sleeping pills - Medical effect lasts for 12 HOURS wat the helllll!!!!! nearly fainted but dun dare tell grandparents later worry more. i think is the drug that make me wan to close my mouth and sleep.

Walked to school slowly and carefully - first period Physics . until half suddenly - left hand tremble vigourously ... i was dead scared . my friend oso chua tio. he say wan tell Cher ? i say nvrmind wait will gone de. Blah blah~ whole day can't concentrate . keep wanting to sleep plus the fever plus the flu,runnin nose!

Until 2pm den the drug effect slowly wears off - waited 12 hours . but the headache still remains.

BlahBLAHs band den went home . even up till now my eyes still waters. ARghh... hope i get well soon!!! =pp

Anyways! changed my blogskins lOLS -.=" isnt it obvious.??
Missed out a few things but coz too tired cannot write . cyas !! =pp

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2007-07-16T14:57:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went out again ... almost the whole week not at home lorx. Morning went out wif mother to buy things . Siaox liddat jiu wasted 100+ le ... haiix .. After that rushed home after lunch there change and chiong-ed out again. 3:15 reached CP arthur donavan joash junie mitchell was there waiting for me already -.=" LATE again aiyerr... den trained and bus to Botanic Garden again. lots of funny thing happened actually . summarise it all la horxx? first press wrong bell lols - reached there helped an old couple who came to support their children/grandchilden apparently got lost . lOLS saw a lot of DOGS there - hope junjie is looking at this post. specially dedicated to him de okies? "Monster" boii was jumping away when he saw dogs hahax. sooo funny , its a pity he never join the Anbu ninja forces. =pp so bad right ??

Sit sit listen listen den Xinyu , peixiang jessica and bennet came. den until half its 6:45 le we left to see if there is tickets for MaoMao Ma Tong yu Feng Huang De Ming Ling ... hahax lame ... just gave this to it yesterday de. Quite nice although this episode de storyline is not very structured. and messy so ... rate it a 3.5stars bahxx . Sorry if there is any MaoMao's fans lOLS . Ron is more rock den Harry bleah!

Oh yea! oso the funny times when we smuggled the food into the cinema... can you imagine it . we ate KFC inside the theatre hahax. the smell is so significant. plus the crispy crunching sound hah! Stuffed food in jackets bag ... so stupid!!! =pp

After show went to a nearby pillar do statues. coz the lightin there was very good for videoing. We took videos, photos. so funnie haha. den bla bla blahh tRAINed home den bath read a bit for ST and slept ... =DD

AndAndAndAndAnd! Our very own CVMB ish born! compassvalemillitaryband!! Go visit and look out for inAdvance announcements!! =DD
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Na zhong leng mo rang wo de xing tong tong de ... suan suan de ... men men de ... haiix

meii you la ... hai ok de lorx ... =DD

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2007-07-13T23:50:00.000+08:00

I cannot sleep lehs . Aiyaaar ... Hav to post i dont care haha. Many things happened this week . too many until dunno where to start le . Lets talk about those not important ones. Its easier to think of - had cycling marathon for 4 days this week already. Mon,Tues,Wed,Fri [today] . Thursday Arthur's uncle had party or something so cannot go =D Tho its exercising , i couldn't sleep after that . for 2 days in total. third day - which is today. i had a headache. felt like brainsqueezed lOLS , painful ar. I had to struggle to keep balance while walking home today.

Afternoon, Joash called me go ride bike again. with arthur mitchell donavan and junjie lorx. so i pulled myself out of bed. put ice on my eyes. Arthur saw my eyes' veins all coming out den tears keep flowing out to keep my eyes moisturised. He thought i was crying nia . -.=" I won't cry even under any circumstances lOLS... unless it unforseen . Whoops wat do i mean by that ? hahax

See Im normal now . my post had became more vibrant. no stress signs. haiix >.<

I couldnt sleep tonight again. Shi mian le ... but no one talk to me. Had to stare at the screen ar ? aiiyooo .

Heeyyy i remembered something that happened to me yesterday night when i was on my way home alone . coz we seperated when we reached the junction b4 compasspoint. I rode pass a group of AH BENGS? i should say bah xD got myself into trouble again lorx. was thinkings its been long le . my back stand scratched one of em. COZ they occupying the whole path ok! i have to shout at em. they bueh song me . so one of them push me la.

Automatic response ish i pushed back . a bit stupid yea i noe . nearly got beaten up lorxx. so scary their expression. den one guy came out stop him. i diao him and say kua simi! u tat lorx la . KNNB ! den i pick up my bike and ran away. They nearly wanted to chase after mee seh.

Never want to see em again if not sure tio bashed haha.

waaa ... brainsqueeze again felt like the screen ish shakin lurrhx. Bye! i try going to sleep =D

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2007-07-10T16:53:00.000+08:00

Wahw! YESterday went cycling with Arthur ... decided to cycle all the way to HOUgang to find Joash! Hehe ... ride ride very long den Arthur suddenly breaked ... *screeeech* bike overturn . SHUI Ar ! =D Ride Ride Ride... reached Hougang Joash de house downstairs ... he shouted down at us . his talking still havent change . Slow motion siaxx haah. he went do homework . we circle round and round downstairs. Finally he came down tried to scare him but failed in the end. Vrooom ride again. Arthur bike suut leh cool mann .. !! 4 inch width tyre ? Stunter lehs. Both their bike wheels 26"inch de ... mines a 24"inch . Bully me ride so fast . But at least my bike to me ish cute. 4 yrs old le horx! Past Kovan city , nearly reached Lavendar den turn back le ... haiix too tired le ... all the way from Sengkang leh . the joash still there purposely . A lot of mini hiccupps when we ride . so funny . i phua stunt . stand on bike rimm . den leg cramp . SO PAISEH LOLS !!! NVM - today going to ride AGAIN . finding more people hahax. GUd , NIGHT exercise lehhs. haiix. Ok signing OFF =DD !

Finally not so stressed ... found a new way to destress - CYCLE YEA!!! ROOOCK ON!

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2007-07-09T15:26:00.000+08:00

Hey~ Yesterday reached school at 12:30 , gate was not open - mr tan was at econ buying things hahx. On the dot 12:45pm mr tan came open door. blablah everything get ready , rehearse once den all pack . Go Botanic Garden , its e 20th Band Fiesta ... was it ? hahax den it was very hot . PLUS there was animal manure i think . in the bushes behind the spot that we were designated. Whenever the wind blows the smell will be carried along. I cant stand it i move uphill a bit LOLS! BlurxBlurhx - performance wasnt very good . Mr Er was quite disappointed. Haiix. Drama - sec1s were not very serious. We were the fourth band ... we provide stands percussion instruments . Finish le den carry carry pack pack ... vroom! rush back school . Lecture ... talk talk ... dismiss at around 8:45pm Went CP eat . Ate KFC haiix fried food again . continuous 4 days eating fried food already. Made a fuss ther Joshua de group laughing like mad people - den chain reaction everyone laugh. den very noisy coz man band de ppl eating there. Blah Blahx den went home. hahax Ngor Ngorx zzzzzZZZ ....

Thx Esther and people for their - umm dunno wats that thingy plus ... does the note count as an encouragement note ? hahax THX THX THx !!! =DD

Neway I used up my picture album le ... lOLS if u wan to find these pictures - get it from my blog directly or go search for " Pon and Zi" i think or "Emo Cartoons" . Hope that helped =DD

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2007-07-05T20:52:00.000+08:00

I've lost it ... I lost myself ... I've lost everything . I don't feel happy at all living this life. I'm not happy im not happy im not happy im not happy im not happy. I think my illness is getting more serious . I didn't wish to be drum major , i don't wish to be studying in this school , i don't wish to be living here , i don't wish to know anyone , i don't wish to live , i don't wish to be born. I don't wish to be in band , and never will in my next life ... i hate myself ... i've lost my happiness , i lost my youth , i lost my confident , i lost my energy , i lost my interest , i lost everything ... I regretted coming to Singapore. I'm struggling now , leave me alone ... i don't wish to talk to anyone. I don't have family i don't have friends i don't have feelings .

Im sorry mama . i never meant to hurt you , i never meant to make you cry but tonight im cleaning up my heart.

I trust no one . i knows no one . i dun talk to no one ~

a shout out post . this totally suucks . I SUx .

Sorry . Dun wan my zi bi zhen to come back again . mama bringing me see doctor again i dont wish to silence myself , i will really lose myself. =(

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2007-07-03T18:50:00.000+08:00

Haiix ... Australians coming on Thursday , Band Fiesta on Sunday ... Are you kidding me ?? Still have to worry about the props , the gifts. Haiix again.

Anyway, yesterday went to watch TRANSFORMERS - robots in disguise . " Destroy , Protect " . Finally can see metalings flying , explosives go *BOMB *Bomb *BOMB ! and bullets go piu! piu! piu! LOLS . Story line was something like spiderman 3 whereby the intro goes on and on den exciting a bit den normal de. Ending den they really FANG CHU Lai ... Actually got quite a few people say want to go de. Den in the end left 9 excluding Mitchell who left soon after we enter the theatre sadded ... he cant join us. Me , Bennet , Munir , Joash , Junjie , Jessica , Johnathan , Kimberly , Pei Xiang [[ Alpabhetic order ]] . The movie was fantastic , but the air-conditioning totally freeze out . Half of us had dinner at BK half of us had dinner at LJS . hahax Reached home at around 10:45 after a fun and tiring day. But haiix. i still feel something still clog at my chest habent release yet leh. heehe still finding the cure. later BLurraaaks vomit out the rock ... Umm today at class cannot concentrate , things occur . And the stupid bug that flew into the class piss me off felt like swallowing it down , fly here fly there. Pet rocket kinda fun . our rocket flew thrice ... only successful for once. quite ok le . coz our class de all Takena one. Including our group's. hahax dunno wat to write liao . Umm buhbye!

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2007-06-30T16:02:00.000+08:00

Waaaah ! One whole week just went by since school reopened. Can't imagine , so many things happened already. Monday got caught for haircut - VP say my hair looked like wake up never comb my hair, hehe. Say will only trim my hair became shave my hair. HAish.

It still proves that time really flies fast . Ok . This sux . have to admit .

A lot of things happened la ok ? Didn't want to talk about em. Life is getting more and more boring. Argh.Didn't went out with friends. didnt had the mood. haiix stay home better, later parents grandparents talk big again.

=[ *[[ GUAI KIA ]] yea!

Later part of the day - [[ 8:45pm ]]

Wahhh! Scared me , my head bled , for no apparent reasons. Suddenly felt great pain at the back of my head. Den i go use tissue wipe. BLOOD *faint* whole tissue stained red. Haish. lOLS

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2007-06-28T20:23:00.000+08:00

Haiya. Today was not a good day again. Ok more pimples, more gray hair. Aiya.!

Thats not the point , how im getting more and more stress everytime you know. Firstly, theres still a lot of inside stories of me, im too complicated. haiix Secondly, my family situation is getting more and more tensed up here. i totally never talked to my parents for 2 weeks. Unless under some UNforseen circumstances. My grandparents oso dun believe in me anymore. Summore got a slap from my father that day. Out of no one should my grandpa scold me useless. I was so sad never expected the nearest kin to me say such a thing to me. Im the biggest boy in the family. Everything seems to be laid on me. Why is it always me. Didnt do as well as before for my exams den got a whole trash down . Sibling done something wrong which i wasnt even aware of i have to be the one to KANG eveything . Come home a lil late nowadays and will be locked outside my hus for the whole night. Last time these stuffs never happened to me. Never did they trusted me. Parents dun even chat wif me to know my situation at school. Now im on my own island now.

Den there came the concert incident. I thought I've let the matter down already but it subsides again. What the hell, its all just some small misunderstanding and the case blown up. I admit i was wrong , but I hate people to put words in my mouth. I did not promise those things and I should not me guilty of what i said or done. I respected his comments and he have something to talk about me giving some disgusting attitude face. When did i even shown that , he don't even dare to look straight into my eyes once.

Well let that matter rest then... haiix didnt wanted all this to happen tho. i just want to go back to my once carefree life.

I WANT TO BE MYSELF AGAIN - THIS IS NOT ALL I WISHED FOR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Phew that felt great.

THX guys - you yi qi OK Rarr!! Wo men huo de you gu qi ! =pp

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2007-06-26T18:41:00.000+08:00

Oh my god . i am very fustrated today. I dunno what to write . haiix

Yesterday i lost $30 dollars at school i dunno why. Today i lost another $50 today again! And guess what my grandmother say!? She said that i used my money to buy games or give my money to other people ! What the hell la .... argh now i have to go to the bicycle shop to retrieve my bike ! i have no money now how to pay for the maintainance and repair fee !!!!

F*** LAAAAAAA arghhh =(((( SUPER SADDED !

Today pet rocket very fun oso dun wan write le la !

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2007-06-23T13:33:00.000+08:00

Game of the day?!
Please read the rules first:

Each player of the game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves.People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly.In the end,you need to choose 6people to be tagged and list their names. [[ Forward to me by Fiona Tan ]]

Starting with my 6 weirds.

Weird 1 : I am more active at night than in the morning , so my grandma called me the zombie in the sun. huh?

Weird 2 : I sleep with my face stuffed in my pillow, my mom is afraid that i might suffocate in my dreams. hhaa

Weird 3 : I watch violence show and plays violence games to destress ? Am i mentally ill ? .

Weird 4 : I don't have a plan for my future up till now . does that count haiiya ...

Weird 5 : I ride bike with my highest gear on. Always comes home with aching knee caps , legs.

Weird 6 : Me myself is already a weird guy. And lots of weird things - is 6 enuf for me ? diaox diaox . =pp

I dun really get this game . . . . . . . . Still must include 6 other people . Aww . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

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2007-06-21T18:31:00.000+08:00

lOLs i gotta blog now or else i won't be able to blog today ... haiixx

Today went to the Immigration & Checkpoints Authority (ICA) along with my brother and sister. To renew our passports & photos coz our photos ish cannot make it one. Too young till the custom officer dun even regconise my face hahx So went to the photo taking booth. Its god damn* long have to wait for half and hour. Den when it came to my turn then muz pay $5.25 per person. 25cents oso wan to earn. Sat on the chair. The auntie call me move my body forward. So i followed her instruction. Den she call me move back again. I moved back . Instruct me to tilt my head to the left a bit. Followed , den call me to remove my specs say my specs got reflection. diaox la. i just wanted to take one stupid photo. Taken photo den muz go to the counter. wait for very very long den our number came. When our turn the lady checked our passport den say wan sign this sign that ask wats my mother and father name, ask address and school. siaoX gimme form sign here sign there. Den she asked me - " u born in malaysia ar ? " i reply "yes" den she say want to double check with my birth cert. - WOOOTS the form didnt even say must bring birth cert. Den i giv her our EZ link cards she insist on seeing our birth cert. She said that coz if we are from Malaysia scared we illegal immigrants diaox !!!!

If we are illegals then how did we got our passports and our EZlink cards?
- Can those do government service people dun always go by the book its very irritating and tym wasting ... we are just kids what giant crimes can we make??? - Eh PIG BRAIN PIG HEAD PIG FACE ! YOU LAME ARrr YOU !!! F*** You !!!! Den i diao her she diao me back like wan fight liddat. den she bo bian go call the info comm people check DATABASE - wtf ????

After a few minutes she came back apologise , help um stamp here stamp there - ask us come back half an hour later . Went down cafeteria to have our lunch. KAuzz everything so expensive - one cup milo $2.50 , government building big shot ar . I buy food for ourselves broke le la ... Den went back take our renewed photo den went home . Haiixx =pp

Anyways sorry for those people whom are working damn* hard for the props i cannot go ps ur .... psps sorries sorries . Tml still hav i sure go =pp !!!

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2007-06-19T22:04:00.000+08:00

18th June

Heyy~ heyy~ guess what just updating for yesterday. Ate rice dumplings 2 nights ago. at a lot . Woke up next morning and vomited co stomach was too full. Vomitted twice. Went to school and vomit again coz i thought i was gonna be late and ran to with a bloated stomach xp haha indeed i was late la lOLS. =pp

19th June

Today no band , May never order us to go to props . So stoned at home and play computer. All the way from morning until. Umm... A lot to say u know but i couldn't get any idea now. So maybe i write another day ? haha cya guuys ! NITes !

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2007-06-18T00:02:00.000+08:00

Hey~ dad hope its not too late to say Happy Father's Day !! to you here . Although its 30mins pass 12 ytd already.!!! lOLS Despite i don't get along well with you but i really have to dedicate this post to you. For the journey that you've lead me through my life. You didn't cane me as much as mom did when i was young, but your temper ish getting worst everyday. Don't angry be happy =D You get angry as often as grandfather does, maybe thats life, human change ya? Man! Your changing too fast - can't intercept *ding *ding adapt... Although you weren't there for me when i was only as young as 2years old. I lived with my uncle and grandparents since then. I cried till my lungs burst when you left with mother that day. :: Coz i was young I won't understand la obviously. ::

You came to Singapore for work with mom to provide us food on our tables everyday. But i appreciate what you did ... you fought hard for this family, to give me this oppurtunity to study. Sadly i nearly flung it, i felt remorseful. =( Your determination and your eveready spirit earned you much respect from us. Congratz to ur recent promotion in ur career .=pp

Dad ... im not very close to you. Ima boi im not that mushy xp . hope you read this post. i can't express the feelings to you physically, even up till now your still shouting behind me RIGHT Now! for me to go to sleep while im writing this post for you -.=" *so ungreatful*

Your scolding ish making me confused and ran out of words already haiix yaaax.

Must read this daddy ~ =pp :: even though calling you that way makes me creep :: xD

C'mon la ima boi ... ewwwks - lOLS

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2007-06-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

Umm guess what. today was the official third day we are making our props yea ? for the band fiesta thingy de. =pp really hoped that we could finish it fast in time coz we are really really running out of time lOLS. And yesterday we had band practice , had sectional in the morning coz Mr.Er was busy at another school. We practiced IvanHoe and when Mr.Er returned after lunch . He let us sight read the piece SpongeBob Square Pants LOLS hahax. xp it was quite easy and enjoyable until when Mr.Er wanted us to play IvanHoe. We played very very badly - Mr.Er was furious and went "berserk" , his usual self was back for that short instant i was quite comfortable coz i've seen too much of him and got really used to it , some people was shocked by that behaviour and i would not be suprise if they reacted that way coz thats how i felt too - when i first experienced it . Coz we spent the whole morning to practice the song and that was the standard that Mr.Er recieved at the end of the day and he was quite disappointed. Haixx Another unpleasant thing that happened today was my 2nd bike got "BUANGed" again. this time was the front tyre went totally outta shape in a 'U' formation. and there was cracks around the handle areas. quite badly damaged but still functionable after some hitting and stepping here and there to reshape the tyre. If u ask me how it got "BUANGed" umm u can ask shu xian lols. She rode too fast i think den hit the kerb and flew ??? hahax. i was half way down the stairs when i heard the loud "BANG" and i rushed back to the scene lOLS hahax. aaaw my 2nd "BUANGed" bike. haiix =((

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2007-06-12T17:50:00.000+08:00

:: 11th June :: * its gonna be a very very long post *

Hey! Hey! Loads to say today lols I was as usual too tired cannot update blog yesterday night updating it today again. Yesterday was went to band as usual ... Was actually feeling really uneasy le coz Kumaran nvr come ... i thought something was amiss ... Den until Mr. Er wanted us to play IvanHoe . Den i realise that Kumaran had taken the one and only copy of the original score and he promised to zapp it for us. But he nvr come argh.! Was scolded by Mr.Er haiix. In the end called and asked him where he was - ZOO !! Woot lOLS wtf is he doing at the zooo???

Orhhh family outing - next time tell me earlier mahxx. Den we almost completed all the songs

or the performance already except for IvanHoe - as expected lOLS. Maybe ?? =pp

[[:: Kumaran ur forgiven ::]] hahax Played Light of Dawn was it ??? wif the sec1s - cute as usual . Quite nice la horxx. Dunno wat to say haishxx.

Den after band we went to make the props and costumes for the sec1s again. I and Joash went home first to bath, have our dinner and then went to Blk250 i think - near kimberly hus there to make . URmmm a lot of em was there earlier than us . Felt so guilty . I giv Joash a lift and rode him all the way there lOLS lucky my other bike have 2 seaters haha. So when we reached there we started helping by - tearing newspaper again as usual. Coz we knew that we won't be of much help even if we make the helmet. hahax Make make talk talk play play until 10:30pm ?? den started to pack . Went Kimberly hus there to wash up. JUNJIE use the hose and sprayed me and joash - we were drenched from head to toe. ARGH! -.=" somemore he always hide our slippers. Rode joash to compasspoint wif donavan junjie and joshua . sat at Mac.Donalds Ate Mcflurry for fun. sat there and listen to em. Den Someone** called Joshua . **whistle**

::Conversation ::

(( Mines the original ))

Joshua : Hello

Someone**: ????

Joshua : U wan be wif me or him ?

Someone**: ???

Joshua : Den?!

[[ after some disscusion of was wat joshua was trying to signal to us. We conclude that that someone was his new stead hahaha!!! ]]

Donavan : Hen Zhen [[ very real ]]

Joshua : We are selling ice - cream together la don't get the wrong idea!!!!

JunJie : Bu zuan de !!! [[ Won't earn much ]]

Joshua : ***>>> ITS THE FUN <<<***

Haha =pp

Thats very funny yea ??

Ok back to my story horxx - Den i and joash decided to go home first - i rode him to my hus de bus - stop there. Den when we were just about the cross the road from CP a bus came from the left . i wanted to to go pass it coz i clearly estimated that we are way ahead of them. WTF - joash go brake me ... the busdriver jammed his brake . we almost died there. lOLS lucky lucky =PP dun tell anyone horx xp

half way passed we saw Peixiang Johnathan and Munir woohoos so late le still outside haiix.

Den the next one came again argh - when we were abbout to cross the third and last traffic light to the bus stop a motorBike came cutting straight pass RIGHT UNDER OUR NOSE waaaaa . We Chua Tio den a very "Jun" thing happened. Me and joash were so F**ked up lols and we shouted KNNbeh CaoCB laaaaaax !!!! den the rider looked back i was gonna jump down and kick him le but he sped away ... HAMJI ARR... hahax den went to bustop bus came joash went home i went home and watched TV until 3am den sleep hahax. thats all lorxx

:: 12th June ::

Today i woked up late by 15mins oops sorrys . gave joash a lift again . my legs were aching like madd lols can't stand up at first haishx. i ge kiang rode joash all the way to kimberly house to take the helmets with donavan and jun jie. five of us den walked to school . Carrying the boxes of helmets hahax. when we reached school we started to make the shields and blabla lols. make make rain rain play play talk talk . 1pm le - we packed up. Went to Compasspoint for lunch . met joshua . eat eat den a lot of things happened . went to carpark and started making the props again. make until 5pm i and joash have to leave first. felt so guilty to leave those guys in a lurch hahax. sorry sorrys !!!

Hereby apologise okies ?? =PP hope u forgiv us laax... Reached hom around 5:30 bath and started blogging le. okok i have to end this post -

Bye bye ~ guys !! =DD

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2007-06-10T12:38:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night reached home too late le ... no time no blog now i blog okies ?

Yesterday wanted to go out to buy things de. Joash bring me go buy coz I don't usually go shopping my mom does all those for me xDD

Den i see a bit boring so thought of calling Arthur to go wif us . den he jio Kimberly along oso diaoxdiaox...

Then i went say meet at 1:30 den Kimberly reached 45mins late. Arthur was earlier than me worx !

Joash was late coz his leg's wound bled again need to rebandage. Haixx kick some more soccer la !

He soon arrived den we plan to suah him, he came out of the station den we went in hahax made him waste money =p so funny. Den MRTed to Hougang station. Jessica and Fion "pop" out lOLS . Den we went to Fareast Plaza walk walk see see buy buy. Den den no idea where to go stoned outside KFC for half an hour den go CHINA TOWN lOLS. MAKAN there den thats when the Zi Lians started . Like maddness photo taking session . A lot a lot of photos. haiixx siao de. Since dunno when i joined in the fun . i dun like taking photos argh!

BU YAO PAI WO!!!
Bought bag shirt belts arthur and joash designers giv me advices de. didn't know i was so good and spending money liddat one day $120 gone le hahax.Met wif Munir oso - he came to find us woah so good. After buyign the bag and thats when the 阿呆 ( Ah Dai ) :rocker: character sneaked into our lifes - woah like magic . no la my bag looked like ah dai so called it ah dai lorxx. After dinner blabla change clothes. Went to Fion's de hus downstairs de playground play worxx. Arthur and Munir do odd stunts on the swing fly around lOLS. =PP Play play around until 10++ thought of going home. Den walk to bus interchange - Bus came then arthur wallet missing , wif jessica haiix me munir and kimberly took bus first. den arthur go find joash and jessica.

We were kinda worried so went back to find arthur kimberly went home first den i and munir ran ran ran ran all the way to Hougang plaza lol. my shoes were dropping off liao. Denn after that found arthur - met up wif jessica took back wallet den went home waa so tired ...
aiya music player went mad again. some musics only ran for 30secs only . sorry worx hahax like anyone wan to listen liddat horx?

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2007-06-08T21:16:00.000+08:00

Today ish Mr. Er's birthday lehxx ! Guess what ? We celebrated it during our normal band practice. lOLS =pp

An annual event we would experience . It was planned a week in advance - to be exact horxx its umm 4 days in advance.

Went to band early in the morning 8 O'clock no fall in all gathered in the band room in a rush then we practiced the happy birthday song. Initially wanted to add in Mr. Er's funeral song de. Budden thought that not everyone can play it so we just sticked back to one song. The presents for Mr. Er was a pouch, some cards and a bit card signed by everyone in the band worxx. Although it was all done in a rush but its the sincerity that counts Duhxx. xDD 3pm sharp sec4s and 5s came into the room with sec1s and we sang birthday song accompanied by the music played. Mr Er was quite touched tho. and he says that the cake he recieved this year was the second best coz we added in the photo taken. Mar-ve-li-cious =d

Thats not much for me to say lehx. Not that emo. hahax jyjy

*ONCE AGAIN!! ~ MR.ER HAPPY BIRTHDAY! STAY 19 ALWAYS ! YEA !*

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2007-06-07T19:51:00.000+08:00

Hey~ hey~ hhey~

Today i went to school for band. lOLS

To make costumes for the band fiesta this coming July. Was late for a whole full hour lols!. Watched to movie until very late ytd night so woked up late this morning.

The costumes making process was the same as last year and it was my first time trying to make the costumes. Quite fun but it got dirty and disgusting la of course. They used flour + water to make "glue" lols , it wasnt mixed well and there were many clogs and blocks of glue hahax.

Threw the glue around and eventually got myself scolded. I skipped my A maths extra lessons today - what a bad boy horxx. I'm not the only one okies !?!?! [[ teacher won't visit student's blogs right ]] =P

We wrap balloons with newspaper for the helmets , there were spears and shields. But the most fustrating part is to sew the cloth, although i didn't sew much we borrowed the sewing machines and nearly destroyed the whole thing - made a fuss outta the machines. I went home with Joash at around 2pm after packing the cardboards up. Played computer a bit then listen musics - went out ride bike. Blablabla.

Ok at least i update my blog ok. Its getting more and more boring. Aww god help me - holidays now aren't like it used to be before . =((

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2007-06-04T18:33:00.000+08:00

Welcome back! to myself . Havent been blogging since 28th HURx ?!
Nothing to write mahx nothing to write den dun write lorx ! - ok lame -
Haixx today went for band again, It was quite fun actually [ propaganda ] , at least we completed some songs right for the performance on was it 8th of July or something liddat la. Not pretty good but at least we get the rough idea of the whole picture! And because we were playing about the same pieces of musics for last year's drama so not much of grave mistakes made lorx didn't get much scolding either.
Waaahhx ! a bit boring at home want to go out want to go out !!!!!
As my brother complained - post so short. ok la nvm its juz to update here a bit there a bit . nothing much to write wat !
Neither do i want to let my blog rot right . And my brother had been a K.P.O recently , always try to look at my posts . Hahax jkjk xxD

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2007-05-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

Heyy! Heyy! Heyys!

Juz a short update of what happened today ok ? >.<

I went for band today, had a fair time there tho =D Dismiss then went CP - initially wanted to go home de coz mother bring me to Expo for the dunno wat food exibition can eat LOADs and LOADs of food until you drop dead. But in the end went to Bennett's house with umm should i say? - Px [king of RISK] . Arthur . JunJie . Kimberly . Donavan . Munir . Singyee . Jessica [ thanks for the ice - cream threat lOLS ]

Played RISK again xD nearly can get a win back de - but too late le need go home so haixx.

Dragged myself home - Mom was home straight after i bath and there was my supper. All the marverliciousx food from the exibition woohooos ! xxD stuffed myself bloated and umm . watch tv ?? nothing to watch den watch desperate housewives lOLS.

Ooo speaking of that - a very VERY irritating thing happened and PISSeD me off . I recieved all those wierd phone calls again. It says that i had 2 missed calls from this number ( house ) den i called back. A guy around my age judging from his voice picked up and ask in a very unfriendly manner what i wanted -.=" i juz ask whether if any1 from this number called me - he shouted back with a who the hell want to call you > den i was very agitated . i scream back FCK YOU! den he CCupp* the phone.

These thing happened to me twice le leh... very irritating ... if i find out who the hell that guy was or were ima gonna dig out their eyes and deep fry it ARR I TELL YOU !!! = yes a lil cruel and gore i know =

~! Aww c'mon get used to it man its me you know !~

Ok felt much beta now - ~ phew ~ =DD

Nothing much le la. very full now lOLS - NITES*!!

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